澳洲法會發言稿

近期在媒体项目工作中的一点修炼体会

尊敬的师尊好！

各位同修大家好！

藉澳洲法会的机会，在此与大家分享近期在媒体项目中的一些修炼心得。不当之处请同修慈悲指正。

一、放下执着圆满的心，抓紧实修

今年疫情开始后，我看着周围的环境，有些困惑，心想劫难来了，同修们看起来还是按部就班啊。因为困惑，还去问同修是否认为这就是正法的尾声，又去问另一位同修疫情来后有没有更精進。后来我告诉自己“不要向外看还是修自己吧”。

一次同修提醒我，越是这个时候我们越要做好报纸质量才能使项目起到更大的救人作用。同修提醒的很对啊。是我的心偏离了。我意识到自己被疫情带动的人心是求圆满的私心，担心自己不能圆满的怕心。修炼也不是靠认同感与证实自我。眼睛看到的表象往往不是真相。

我发现自己这个执着圆满的心还真是挺重的。记得去年做过一个梦，大致情景是正法的最后时刻，看到同修们白日飞升，我一直在等什么时候轮到自己，可直到醒来都没轮上。

本该救人的时间，思想却想到别处了。得法之初，想求得世间的美好，人身的解脱的根本执着也被暴露出来。我告诉自己，一个正觉无论何时都是心系众生的，不可能是带着私的状态思考与行事。

记得师父讲：“你们知道吗？心里头想着圆满的人是圆满不了的，更何况想圆满还放不下对情、财等执着的人。无求而自得！大法弟子今天所做的一切就是历史赋予你们的责任，你就堂堂正正的去做好你应该做的，什么都在其中。你只要想着你要圆满你就圆满不了。”[1]

明确了这一点后，那就听师父的话，在最后这段时间里，把所有的时间与精力都投入在如何救人上才是我目前唯一需要考虑的。

这次写交流稿也发现了自己的私心与怕心，把做事当做了修炼。

一直认为写交流稿是修炼中应该配合的事，但是自己拖拉到最后只能完成任务式的交差，这次才意识到这样的做法很不严肃。

想想自己的心态是把写交流稿看作是件该做的事，不做的话在修炼上是个损失，不做可能会落下。我心里问自己是不是还有觉得写了稿、不管写得怎样都比不写的好。没有静下心来整理修炼的心得，没有认真去对待原本神圣的事情，我从只是完成任务的做法中看到自己想要提高的心并不纯正，还是站在了为私的基点上。

师父讲：“人把做事当作了修炼，人把维护宗教的形式当作修炼。”[2]

想起过往的一些事情也是如此，每次听到别人说项目不好或有什么问题的时候，我都急吼吼地跟人家解释有时甚至是争论，表面上看似是在维护项目维护法，但因为带着情，带着人心，没有看到自己的问题去实修，是否也是在“维护宗教”的本身呢。

二、发现阻碍修炼的“自我”

年初，主管同事有事请假了，我接替她的工作。这些年她休假或报导神韵时我都代班她的工作，这个部门是我最初进项目时的团队，所以和整个团队配合起来既熟悉又默契。但是心性考验的机会还是会随时出现。

前不久，在头版标题一个字的用法上和团队中的一位同事有了不同的看法。在查阅该字的用法与总部校对手册后，我决定更改，虽然同事持不同意见但最终让步。紧接着在转换使用总部最新版本的校对手册时，我处理不够得当，导致同事对我意见很大。

直到这时我还是没有好好找自己的问题，一天下班，团队的另一位同事说起这件事时，我顺口说了句，“真够某某修的了”（指那位对我很有意见的同事），话一出口，自己也吓一跳，因为看到了那个很强的“自我”。

师父讲：“我经常讲，两个人在遇到矛盾的时候你们都要互相看一看自己。不但你们俩个双方发生矛盾要看一看自己，就是旁观者能看到这个问题你都应该想一想自己，我说那在提高当中才是突飞猛進的。”[3]

旁观的第三方都要找自己，何况我这个矛盾的主体方，可我却将自己置身事外了。

这之后，我开始静下心来看自己的问题。那位同事是位长辈，在生活上也很照顾我，时间久了，我对同事的感激之心也在习以为常中变淡了。同事平常表现大大咧咧，有时不拘小节。我一直用情对待她，没有在修炼上对她有所提醒与帮助。虽然工作上的分工让我可以对一件事情做出最终决定，但在处理这件事情的过程中，我对同事没有用尊重与理解的心去沟通，这是党文化造就下违背传统道德的表现。而且我对同事的解释主观地归结为，那是她一贯坚持自我的做法。我是用强烈的观念在衡量同事，其实那个“自我”正是我要修去的。

意识到自己的问题后，我和同事的关系恢复如常了。同事也在修自己，事情过去了。但就是这个“自我”让我产生了在同事之上的错觉，在面对矛盾时表现出只修别人不修自己的状态。

一次接连几件小事让自己开始介意在别人面前的表现，总感觉自己笨嘴笨舌、笨手笨脚。

一次，正沉浸在自己的情绪当中，一出门过马路，包掉到地上，包里的玻璃饭盒打碎了，同修还开玩笑说要帮我保住饭碗。我向内找时，想起了以前的一个场景。有位同修很不愿意交流也不习惯敞开心扉，她是说不愿让别人觉得自己修的不好，很在意别人的眼光。我记得自己当时还用不太理解的语气跟人家说，为什么会有这样的担心，大家都是修炼人啊。意思是我就不会担心在别人面前坦承自己的问题。

可现在才发现，原来我也这么在意自己的表现啊，这不就是“自我”嘛，我对自己性格的认知不是一天两天了，已经几十年了，为什么现在开始在意了？是不是觉得自己现在位置不一样了，虽然不认为自己具足这样的能力，但隐藏的名利心还是加强了这个“自我”吧。

最近，有同事指出一篇文章的标题改错了，我开始回想到底是怎么回事。

当时看到这条新闻的第一个感觉是，在现实环境下谈论工资是否能够增长的问题没有意义，不如用新闻里面的一个点来得更吸引人，带给读者更实用的资讯。原本那个信息点的表述就是完整的一句话啊，可是为什么出错了呢？

我想起编辑这条新闻时，是版面大没太多选择的情况下，觉得改改标题尚可用，而且在整篇文章中没看到在谈论这类相关内容时的专门用词，心里就嘀咕：“唉，他们怎么会不知道这个专业术语呢？”这个念头冒出来时，我没有去重视它。记不清当时是不是因为别的事情打岔，就匆匆下了新的题目。

就在做这期报纸的前几天，请一位同事解决一个问题时，他说了一些不愿直接做而是要用替代方案的理由后，话题一转，开始指出我们的工作要如何如何，而不应如何如何。因为刚好有其它工作要处理，我当下没有立即回应他的这个话题，感觉那样做的话可能会带出情绪，但其实心里并没有放下，我在思想中这样回复他，“让你做你份内的工作，你就指出别人的问题。你应该最近没有关注我们的内容，我们现在有所改善啊。”不管表面形式如何吧，回忆至此，清晰的一点就是，这让我再次看到了“自我”这个执着。

其实，对于我个人来说，一直看得到自己有很多不足，即使这样，“自我”这个东西依然表现的很突出。觉得自己比别人行，或过分纠结自己不行都是“自我”的表现。

我还悟道：旧势力与三界内的旧神当初都不知道正法是怎么回事，认为自己才有能力挽救苍穹，因此做了他们的安排，但实际上却成为了正法的阻碍。

“自我”障碍着我们修去旧宇宙的特性“私”，阻挡我们不能实修，遇到问题时只修别人不修自己。这让我想起刚开始修炼时印象比较深的就是师父讲：“你们今后做事就是要先想到别人，修成无私无我，先他后我的正觉”。[4]

师父多次跟我们讲过大法弟子在配合时应该如何做。

师父再次讲到配合这个问题时讲：“堂堂正正的配合好。不一定谁的主意最好，就是他主意不好、不全面，你自己默默的把它补充好！做全面了！神才看你了不起，而且是默默做的！”[5]

三、与团队共同成长

之前提醒我要抓好质量的同事对我说，你不能只满足于完成了工作，你要带好团队啊。想想自己好像真的是这样仅限于完成工作。在我看来，因为整个团队坚持了五六年的每天上班前的面对面学法，不仅人员稳定，工作效率也比过去提高很多。大家的工作也很有序，我只是配合大家完成每天的工作。

听到同修的再次提醒后我问自己，我是否真的把自己溶于团队之中，我是否真的关心同修，我知不知道她们在工作或修炼上有什么困难，她们需要什么样的支持。一直以来，都是她们在包容我，帮助我。

我放下人心，想到我既然在这儿，那就要对同修负责。配合公司的要求，我制作了一个表格，希望大家都能填写每天学法炼功发正念的时间，以此在修炼上互相督促与鼓励。结果是大家都很愿意这样做，从八月份起，我们整个报社开始实行在线填表。另外，我所在的团队也开始每周学习一些文字方面及软件使用的培训内容，使大家共同在专业技能上有所提高。

我一直盼望我代班的那位同事能回来，从六月盼到了九月，我问自己是不是有怕吃苦、不愿承担责任的心，我开始放下这些人心与执着，做好要做的工作。

有时会提醒自己，在一个环境中待久了，不修自己的话在工作与修炼上很难有突破，周围的人看不到你有改变的希望，不容易再去提醒你。可是遇到矛盾与问题时自己还是不能做得很好，我知道这不是下决心就能做到的事，是要在修炼上下功夫。

这些年下来，我看到自己有一点变化，本身的性格比较不沉稳，犯了错误会纠结在错误本身上。现在承负能力好像强了一些，不再深陷负面情绪中，而是让自己理智去面对，从工作与心性上找出问题所在。

记得我刚来到媒体项目时，看到部门之间有隔阂，就一心想要怎么消除隔阂，让大家形成整体。可是几年后我才明白，自己当时的心态是想要改变别人。修炼就是修自己啊。

在项目中的八年多时间中，是师父的看护、同修的包容使我坚持了下来。有时也会问自己，我有没有为这个整体增添正的因素，答案都感觉很惭愧。我告诉自己，那就从现在开始，听师父的话，修好自己，奋力精進，使我们的环境成为比学比修，充满更多正气之场，使我们的媒体在正法中发挥最大的救度众生的作用。

谢谢师父！

谢谢同修！

注：

[1] 李洪志师父著作：《二零零三年元宵节讲法》

[2] 李洪志师父著作：《美国首都法会讲法》

[3] 李洪志师父著作：《新加坡法会讲法》

[4] 李洪志师父著作：《精進要旨》〈佛性无漏〉

[5] 李洪志师父著作：《二零一九年纽约法会讲法》

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English translation of the sharing:

My recent cultivation experience while working in the media

Greetings, respected teacher!

Greetings, fellow practitioners!

I would like to take the opportunity in the Australian Fa conference to share with you some of my recent experiences while working in the media. Please correct me if there is anything inappropriate.

1. Let go of the attachment to perfection, cultivate solidly.

When the pandemic began this year, I looked around my environment and felt confused. I thought, the disaster is coming, but my fellow practitioners seemed to be going about as usual. As I was confused, I asked a fellow practitioner if they thought this was the end of Fa rectification. I also asked another fellow practitioner if they had become more diligent after the pandemic struck. I told myself afterwards, ‘Don’t look outwards, just cultivate yourself.’

I was reminded by a fellow practitioner that at this period of time, we need to focus on the quality of our work for the paper so that the project can have a greater impact on saving people. What she said was so true. It was my mind that had gone astray. I realised that the reason I was moved by the evolving pandemic was because I had a selfish attachment to consummation. I was afraid that I wouldn’t reach consummation. Cultivation is not about recognition nor validating oneself. Neither is the practice based on identification and ego confirmation. What the eyes see on the surface is often not the truth.

I realised my attachment to consummation was quite strong. I remember a dream I had last year. It was basically the final moment of Fa rectification. I saw my fellow practitioners levitating in broad daylight. I was waiting for my time to arrive, but it never came by the time I woke up.

In a time that I am meant to save people, my mind was elsewhere. When I first obtained the Fa, I pursued a happy life. My attachment to personal liberation was exposed. I told myself that a righteous enlightened being is always concerned about saving people. I cannot think and act in such a selfish state.

I remember Master said in “Explaining the Fa During the 2003 Lantern Festival at the U.S. West Fa Conference”:“But you know what? Those who have thoughts of Consummation in their minds can’t reach Consummation, not to mention those who want to reach Consummation but can’t let go of attachments to things like emotion and wealth. Pursue nothing and gain naturally! All the things that Dafa disciples are doing today are in fact the responsibilities that have been bestowed upon you by history. Just do what you should do openly and with dignity, and everything will be covered. (Applause) As long as you’re thinking about wanting to Consummate you won’t be able to Consummate…”

After understanding this, I knew that I needed to listen to Master’s words, and in this final period, the only thing I should be concerned about now is devoting all my time and energy on how to save people.

I also discovered my selfishness and fear through writing this experience sharing. I also treated work as if it was cultivation.

I’ve always thought that writing an experience sharing is something I should cooperate with, but I procrastinated to the point where I was only able to complete the task. This time, I realised that I hadn’t been treating it seriously.

I thought writing an experience sharing is something that I should do, and that it would be a loss to my cultivation if I didn’t do it. I would fall behind. I asked myself if I felt that it was better to write than to not write at all. I didn’t calmly organise my thoughts and write my experience sharing. I didn’t take seriously something as sacred as this. From my approach of wanting to get the job done, I saw that the wish to improve myself was not pure. I was standing on the basis of selfishness.

Master said in “Teaching the Fa at the Fa Conference at the US Capital”:“People take actively doing things to be cultivation, and they take preserving religious formats to be cultivation.”

I thought about some things that occurred in the past. Whenever I heard someone say that a certain project was not good or that there was a problem, I would anxiously explain the situation to others, and sometimes even argued with them. On the surface it looked like I was defending the project and safeguarding the Fa, but due to my sentimentality and attachments, I did not see my own cultivation issues. I wonder whether I’d also just been “preserving religious formats”.

2. The attachment to self is an obstacle to cultivation

At the beginning of the year, I took over the work of my colleague who was on leave and I became the department manager. Over these years, I replaced her whenever she was on leave or busy with Shen Yun reporting. This is the same department that I joined when I first started working for the media, so I was familiar working with the team and we worked well together. However, opportunities to improve xinxing can pop up at any time.

Not long ago, I had a disagreement with a colleague over the usage of a particular word on the front page headlines. After checking the word usage with our head office’s proofreading manual, I decided to revise the word, and although the practitioner disagreed, he finally gave in. While making the switch, I didn’t handle the process well, which drew a lot of criticism from other practitioners.

Up until that point, I hadn’t really found my own problems. One day after work, another team member was discussing this incident and said casually, “That’s definitely for so and so to cultivate” (I was referring to the colleague who had a strong opinion towards me). As soon as the words came out of my mouth, I was shocked because I saw the strong attachment to self.

Master said in “Teaching at the Conference in Singapore”:“I’ve often said that when two people have friction between each other, each one should examine him or herself. Not only should the two people with the friction examine themselves, but also the bystanders who happen to observe the incident should. That’s when you will really improve by leaps and bounds.”

But I placed myself out of the issue.

After this, I began to calm down and look at my own problems. The practitioner who I had a conflict with was one of my elders. She took care of me daily, but as time went by, my gratitude towards this practitioner gradually faded. This practitioner was usually carefree, and sometimes she didn’t pay attention to detail. I always used sentimentality towards her and did not remind her or help her in cultivation. Even though my role at work allowed me to make the final decision on certain matters, in the process of handling the matter, I did not communicate to my fellow practitioner with respect and understanding. This type of conduct was against traditional morality and had been instilled by Party culture. I thought it came down to the fact that the practitioner kept insisting on doing things her own way. I was judging practitioners with strong notions. Actually, the attachment to self was exactly what I should have been cultivating away.

After realising my problem, my relationship with the practitioner returned to normal. The practitioner was also cultivating herself, so that matter was over. It was this attachment to self that gave me the illusion of being above others. When facing conflicts, I was helping other practitioners cultivate but not myself.

A few small things that happened one after the other made me start to be conscious of how I behaved in front of others, like how I was inarticulate and uncoordinated. One day, I was leaving the house in an emotional state. My bag fell to the ground and the glass lunchbox in my bag broke. Practitioners joked about helping me save my job. I soon remembered a scene from the past. A practitioner was very reluctant to share and was uncomfortable about opening up. What she meant was that she didn’t want others to think that she hadn’t cultivated well. She cared about what others thought. I remember speaking to them as though I didn’t understand why she was worried. We were all cultivators. What I meant was that I wasn’t worried about admitting my problems in front of others.

The fact that I cared so much about myself is a sign of the attachment to self. I have known about my personality for decades, so why would I start to care now? Did I feel that my role was different now? Even though I didn’t think I had all the skills, the hidden attachments to fame and fortune strengthened my attachment to self.

Recently, a practitioner pointed out that the headline of an article had been changed incorrectly. I started to think about why it happened.

The first thing I thought when I saw the news was that it was meaningless to talk about wage increases in the current environment, so I thought it would be better to use one of the points in the article to attract readers and provide them with more practical information. The information was presented as a complete sentence, so where did it go wrong?

Later on, while editing the news, I felt that there was not enough content. After reading the article, I felt it was okay to change the headline, but when I looked through the article, I couldn’t find any Terminology on this relevant topics. I thought, ‘Oh, how did they not know this?” When this thought came out, I didn’t pay much attention to it. I don’t know if it was because I had other things to attend to at that time, so I quickly thought of a new headline.

It occurred to me that just a few days before this happened, when I asked another practitioner to solve a problem, he gave me reasons why he didn’t want to do it in a direct way, but wanted to find alternative solutions. The topic suddenly changed and he started pointing out how our work should be this way and not that way. I didn’t immediately respond to his question because I had other work to do, feeling that his alternative solution might make everyone upset. But actually I hadn’t let go of the issue. I thought to myself, “I’ve asked you to do your job, but you’re pointing out other people’s problems. You probably haven’t been paying attention to our content lately, but we’ve made improvements.” It didn’t no matter how it appeared on the surface, however it made me clearly see the attachment to self again.

In fact, for me personally, I have always been able to see that I have many shortcomings, but even so, the attachment to self really stands out. Thinking that I am better than others, or overly emphasising that I am not capable enough are all manifestations of the attachment to self.

The old forces and old gods in the three realms never understood the Fa rectification. They thought they were the ones who could save the colossal firmament, so they made their own arrangements, but they were actually the obstacles in the Fa rectification.

The attachment to self prevents us from cultivating away the old cosmos’ characteristic of selfishness. It stops us from cultivating solidly. When we encounter problems, we only cultivate others but not ourselves. This reminded me of Master’s words which had a great impact on me when I first started practising. Master said in “Non-Omission in Buddha-Nature” from Essentials for Further Advancement, “I also want to tell you that your nature in the past was actually based on egotism and selfishness. From now on, whatever you do, you should consider others first, so as to attain the righteous Enlightenment of selflessness and altruism. So from now on, whatever you do or whatever you say, you must consider others—or even future generations—along with Dafa’s eternal stability.”

When Master talked about the issue of cooperation, Master told us many times what Dafa disciples should do. In “Fa Teaching at the 2019 New York Fa Conference”, Master also said:

“Collaborate well in an open and dignified way. It doesn’t matter whose idea is the best. Even if someone’s idea isn’t good and hasn’t taken everything into consideration, you quietly make up for what’s missing! Do a thorough job! Only then would Gods see you as remarkable, and not to mention that you did it quietly!”

3. Growing with the team

The practitioner who previously reminded me to focus on work quality said to me, ‘don’t just be satisfied with getting the job done. You have to lead the team well.’ It really felt as though I was only limited to getting the job done. It seemed to me that we had a stable team because for the last five or six years, our team has persisted in face to face Fa study every day before work. Our work productivity is also much higher than in the past. Everyone’s work was also very orderly and I was just cooperating with everyone to complete their daily work.

After getting this reminder, I asked myself whether I had really become one with the team, whether I really cared about my fellow practitioners, whether I knew if they had any difficulties in their work or cultivation, and what kind of support they needed. They have been accommodating my shortcomings and helping me all along.

I let go of attachments and thought that since I am here, then I must be responsible to my fellow practitioners. In line with what our company wanted us to do, I created a form for everyone to fill out the number of hours of Fa study, exercise and righteous thoughts they did on a daily basis, so that we could monitor each other and encourage each other in our cultivation.

Everyone was willing to participate. Since August, our entire office started to put it into action and fill out the form online. My team has also started taking part in weekly training on content and software to improve everyone’s professional skills.

I have always been looking forward to the day my colleague will return from leave. I was looking forward to it since June all the way until September. I looked within to see if I had a fear of suffering and if I was unwilling to take on responsibility. I started to let go and do well what I am supposed to do.

Sometimes I have to remind myself, when you’re in the same environment for a long time, it’s hard to make breakthroughs in work and cultivation if you don’t cultivate yourself. The people around you can’t see how you can change and it’s not easy to keep reminding you. But when I run into conflicts and problems, I still can’t do very well. I know that this is not something you can achieve with determination, but that we have to focus on cultivation.

Over the years, I have seen some changes in myself. I feel that I wasn’t very stable to begin with, and whenever I make a mistake, I tend to dwell on it. Now I am a bit more resilient, and instead of being trapped in negative emotions, I am now able to face them rationally, and find out where the problems are in my work and in my mind.

I remember when I first came to the media, I saw a gap between departments and I was determined to see how I could bridge the gap so that we could form one body. But after a few years, I realised that I was actually trying to change other people. Cultivation is about cultivating yourself.

Over the 8 years of working for the media, it is Master’s care and the tolerance of my fellow practitioners that kept me going. Sometimes, I would ask myself if I have added any positive factors to the whole team. I felt ashamed of my answer. I told myself from now on, I must listen to Master, cultivate myself well, strive to improve, and enable our environment to become one where we can learn from one another, one that is filled with righteous energy, so that our media can have the greatest effect in saving sentient beings in the Fa rectification.

Thank you, Master!

Thank you, fellow practitioners!

 

文：墨尔本青年大法弟子

尊敬的师父好！
各位同修大家好！

回想自己在一年多的担任本地年轻同修协调人的过程，真是感到既惭愧又感恩。因为我知道自己的修炼状态还需要不断提高，离师尊要求的标准还是远远不够的，但同时也感谢师父给了弟子这样一个修炼的好机会，让我找到自己的执着，与同修共同提高。

一、在协调工作中归正自己
二零一八年底，协调人告诉我，让我和另一位年轻同修担任年轻同修协调人，初聼这个消息我很惊讶，为什么会选我呢？那时我的内心既忐忑又矛盾，忐忑的是我并不知道怎么做协调工作，也不知道自己要做什么，墨尔本的年轻同修也越来越多，我们要怎么协调起来呢？
矛盾的是，我深知自己的修炼状态，时而精進时而人心重重。我也知道有很多年轻同修的修炼状态比我要精進很多，我真的配做这个协调人吗？但是我也悟到，也许这是师父为我安排的一个千载难逢的修炼机会，我应该珍惜并且努力做好，而且这其中一定有我要修的东西。
年轻同修要想在这个“娱乐至死”的社会不随波逐流，唯一的办法就是多学法，学好法，当自己的思想在法上时，就能明辨来自常人的诱惑。所以我们在网上成立了一个学法小组，希望大家能在一起学法交流。刚开始参加的人数并不很多，随着时间的拉长，能坚持下来的同修更是寥寥无几。有时只剩我们两个协调人在线上相望。那时我的内心很矛盾，不知道这个线上学法组要不要坚持下去。有一次我去大组学法，一位和我不太相熟的阿姨同修走过来对我说：你们年轻人学法小组一定要坚持下去！当时我真的很感动，我想，也许这是师父借同修的口在鼓励我。随后，我和另一位协调同修开始分别联系同修，鼓励他们能上线学法。
我知道，既然我作为这个组的负责人，那大家都不来学法，肯定是我哪里出了问题。在向内找的过程中，我找到了证实自我的心。
这个学法小组刚刚成立的时候，我每次上线都会查看一下今天有多少同修参与学法，参与的人数多了，我就会很开心，上线的人数少了，我就很沮丧，因为我有一个观念：如果我们这个学法小组开展的不好，那我潜意识中就认为大家肯定会觉得我的协调有问题。我意识到，这是多么严重的证实自我的心啊！

师父在讲法中开示：“大法弟子的负责人哪，其实只是一个协调人、联系人、一个传达人，你们不要把他们当作像师父一样，寄予那么大的希望，成了你们修炼的依靠，什么事情他都必须做的最好。” [1]
我悟到师父所讲的负责人其实只是一个协调人、联系人、一个传达人，其实师父是在告诉我，要把自己的心态放平和，把姿态放低，这完全和常人中的官职是不一样的，我在其中所做的好与坏，完全是与我的修炼息息相关的。
师尊在法中也一再告诫我们：“法轮大法是修炼，不是工作，我们的一切工作人员首先是个心性高的实修者，修炼心性的表帅，不需要常人式的领导。” [2]
当我归正自己的心态时，我的内心不再为来的人多人少所带动。我把自己定位在为同修服务，而不是为了自己。只要有同修想上线和大家学法，我们这里就有一个平台为同修服务，我渐渐了解到，有些年轻同修有的在自己所在项目中学法，有的和自己的家人一起学法，其实只要大家都在学，都在修，那么是不是在我这个学法小组学，或有多少人来学，对我来说还是那么头痛的一件事吗？答案当然是否定的。
当我和同修接触时，也会继续邀请同修能来上线学法，但那时，我并不是为了人数的多少，而是真心希望能与更多的同修形成一个好的学法环境，大家都能在法中熔炼自己。

二、一思一念修在其中

在做协调的过程中总是会暴露出我许多的人心，例如怕麻烦的心，抱怨心，显示心，求名的心等等。
在做协调的过程中，我发现同修经常忽略协调人发出的一些通知短信。记得有一次，在总协调人发出讲真相活动的相关信息后我转发给了我们群组的同修。没想到第二天就有同修打电话问我相关的活动信息，我很惊奇的问：“我昨天发的信息你没看吗？”他说：“还真没有！”
无独有偶，我也聼到了其他小组的协调人也反映了相同的情况。类似这样的事情发生了几次后，我觉得无奈又好笑，心想：我们又不是发无聊短信，那肯定是佛学会有什么通知才会转发给大家，为什么就不能看一看呢？如果同修间都不相互配合，那怎么能把事情开展好呢？
我和同修交流这件事，同修却说：那么多短信谁看的过来啊？大家又不是每天没别的事做了！同修的话无疑是火上浇油，让我心里愤愤不平又百思不得其解，为什么同修对待这些短信表现得这么麻木呢?
师父开示：“碰到矛盾了，不管我对我错，会想自己：这件事情我有什么不对的地方？是不是真的我出现什么不对了？都在这样思考，第一念思考自己、想问题，谁不是这样你就不是一个真正的大法修炼人。” [3]

虽然师父讲了向内找，可我找半天都找不到我哪里有问题：同修不看信息，和我有关系吗？直到有一次，我又一次转发佛学会通知时，因为当时手上有很多工作要忙，但通知的事情又很紧急，需要及时发出去，由于发送的信息字数多，传送的人数又很多，我就想速战速决，抱着“快点发出去我的任务就完成了”的想法。导致一条信息传了很多次都不成功，当我心烦意乱的传送时，我忽然意识到，是不是我的态度也会决定同修收到信息时对待这条短信的态度呢？当我的态度不是抱着正念，而是抱着一种尽快完成任务的敷衍态度，那么这条信息出去时会有正面的能量吗？收到信息的同修会不会也同时接收到了我这种负面的信息呢？
事情虽小，但修在其中。
师父在法中开示：“你想过你所有生活的一切都在修炼当中吗？你的一言一行，你所做的那一切，你都是在修炼中，你知道吗？” [4]
当读到这段法时，我的内心一震，一思一念，一言一行都是在修炼中，所以师父告诉弟子：“世间上任何事情都没有比修炼这件事情再严肃不过的了。” [5]

从此，对待再小的事情，我都尽量做到认真、不糊弄事。

三.、从妒嫉到相互配合
在做协调人之前，我从来没有发现自己的某些执着心会如此严重，例如妒嫉心。
今年，为了配合讲真相的形式，佛学会组织了社交媒体讲真相小组。当时协调人问我，让谁来协调比较好？我向他推荐了同修甲，随后同修A和同修B便开始筹备该项目，初期也取得了不错的效果。
一次在开会时，协调人说同修A和B这个项目做得很好，能力很好。协调人一句话却让我起了妒嫉之心，我觉得好像言外之意就是我的协调能力不行，说来好笑，也许同修A和B到现在都不知道她们曾经是我妒嫉的对象。
那时我清楚的认识到了这是自己的妒嫉心，但就是排不掉也压不住。总想着我需要做点什么事情来证实自己，因为妒嫉心的驱使，让我都不太想和同修讲话。现在回想起来感到很可笑，但却是我那时的真实想法。我对母亲同修说：“我从来都没有想到我原来有这么强烈的妒嫉心。”
我那时也意识到，为什么会安排我做这个协调人，也许就是师父为了让我在这过程中暴露出这些肮脏的人心，从而去掉它。
师父在法中开示：“有人和我讲是不是工作能力不行，我说这是常人的讲法。关键原因是你们站长、副站长也是修炼的人，也有放不下的执着心，需要有一个去你们那心的环境。而站长与站长之间矛盾出现的时候，往往你们都用“不配合工作啦”等等，用大法的工作来当借口，推开矛盾，而不是利用这好机会向内找，提高上来。” [2]

其实同修有好的协调能力，能在讲真相中发挥更大的作用，这不是一件大好事吗？那么我们在大法中熔炼的生命就是要去掉私，去掉妒嫉。
想通这些道理后，我主动给同修B打电话，希望同修B加入到年轻同修学法小组来。最后我们在相互配合下，组成了两个时间段的学法小组。同修B负责早晨时段的学法组，我负责晚上时段的学法组，因为学法的时间更加灵活，也有更多的年轻同修加入了学法小组。
同时我们商量建立一个年轻人群组，由于疫情的封锁，同修间很难见面，如果有想交流的话题大家可以在网上畅所欲言。群组建立后，同修们在网上交流自己的修炼体会，分享讲真相的方式做法，或者有好的交流文章也会贴到网上，虽然不能见面，但我却觉得和同修离得并不遥远。

四、年轻大法弟子参与讲真相
今年初，我地一华人聚集区的真相点遭到不明真相的常人割断真相条幅的绳子抢走条幅，后来条幅被同修找回。事情发生后，我和另一位年轻同修C就此事交流，同修C觉得，当时真相点上只有两位年岁大的同修，不会讲英文，不会用手机录像，如果当时有多一些的同修在场，邪恶也不会这么猖狂，她当时提议，我们年轻同修应该多去真相点。
当时我们在群组里呼吁年轻同修多参与真相点的讲真相活动，也得到同修的回应，我们当下决定，从当周开始就去真相点。作为协调人，我觉得我有责任起带头作用，可是我的怕心却时时在往外冒，因为这个真相点是我最惧怕去的。因为我觉得那里华人众多，有很多不明真相的众生，会不会有人过来骂我？或者有特务怎么办？
然而师父的法却时时在耳边敲打我：“什么叫“正法时期弟子”啊？你证实法了吗？大法给你好处你来了，大法蒙难你却躲起来不敢为大法说句公道话，你连一个普通的人都不如，还谈什么在家学法？迫害中众生都被毒害着，你还躲的住？大法弟子为什么要去讲清真相、为什么要救度众生？因为这就是大法弟子的责任，我李洪志要的就是这样的生命，大法弟子就是这样的修炼人。” [6]
我发着正念，一面清除着破坏真相点的邪恶因素，一面清除着来自我自身空间场的邪恶因素。去真相点的那天，我感到内心异常平静。我和同修C发完正念便开始炼功，那天下午我感觉整个真相点的空间场特别舒服祥和。
因为我们闭着眼睛什么都看不见，炼完功后聼同修阿姨讲，有很多人给我们拍照，也有很多人驻足观看，有一个年轻小伙子在我们身边站了很长时间，看着我和同修C炼功。由此我想到：其实我们年轻同修站在真相点上，我们自身就是一个真相。中共造谣说法轮功只有老年人炼，那我们就用行动告诉世人，年轻人也炼法轮功；中共造谣说炼功是封建迷信，那我们年轻人站在那里就会让人思考，为什么接受过中共无神论教育的年轻人也炼法轮功？
师父曾开示：“我一算这个年龄啊，从我传法到现在，二十五岁左右这些年轻人，真的还有很多人没有得救，都是神来的，他们下到地上来，散布在全世界各地，有的当人当不了，没有那么多人身，那就当动物，当植物，为什么当今社会对这个动植物保护的要求那么高，这些年，都是有原因的，是神在安排，在带动，没人看的清楚这些事情，但是都不简单。”

师父的这段讲法使我感慨万分：作为我们年轻同修，能够在这万古不遇的机缘下成为大法弟子，我们是何其的幸运。可是常人中和我们一样的同龄人却没有我们如此幸运，那我们怎么不应该去救度他们呢？[7]
疫情期间，我们开始派发大纪元特刊，很多年轻同修都参与了進来，大家背着报纸，开始走街串巷。看到周末时分，本该热闹的街市却家家大门紧闭，我更觉得救人的紧迫性，每塞進邮箱一份特刊，我都在心底对着这户家人说：快来看真相吧！这真的是瘟疫中的救命良方！那时一边发着特刊，脑海中不停的回荡着神韵的歌曲《静心瞅一瞅》。
不为回报没有求
大难一到把你留
别忘来世为何事
千年轮回有因由

在这正法的最后时刻，我希望能与同修在修炼中互相提醒，互相鼓励，不错过这万古机缘！
以上是我在修炼过程中的一点浅悟，如有不正之处，敬请同修慈悲指正。

谢谢师父！
谢谢同修！

注：
[1] 李洪志师父著作：《各地讲法六》〈亚太地区学员会议讲法〉
[2] 李洪志师父著作：《精進要旨》
[3] 李洪志师父著作：《各地讲法十一》〈什么是大法弟子〉
[4] 李洪志师父著作：《世界法轮大法日讲法》
[5] 李洪志师父著作：《澳大利亚法会讲法》
[6] 李洪志师父著作：《二零零四年纽约国际法会讲法》
[7] 李洪志师父著作：《二零一六年纽约法会讲法》

———  English version of the sharing —-

My Cultivation Experience As a Coordinator

By Melbourne Young Chinese Practitioner

Greetings Master!

Greetings Fellow Practitioners!

I have been a coordinator for the local young practitioners for more than a year. I was grateful to have this opportunity, yet I feel I haven’t done the job well. My cultivation state has not improved yet and is not up to the requirements set by Master. But I thank Master for giving me this opportunity so that I can discover my attachments and improve with the help of other practitioners.

1. Rectifying Myself in the Role of Coordinator

I was asked to coordinate the local young practitioners alongside another practitioner at the end of 2018, much to my surprise. Why would they ask me? I became afraid and hesitant. I didn’t know how to coordinate the group or what kind of work I should do. More and more young practitioners were coming to Melbourne. How should I coordinate them?

I was hesitating because my cultivation state was not good. Sometimes I cultivated diligently while other times I was filled with attachments. I knew many young practitioners were far better cultivators than me. Was I worthy of being a coordinator? I realised that this precious opportunity might have been arranged by Master, and I should treasure it and do the work well. There must be attachments for me to get rid of.

The only way for young practitioners to not follow along current trends and entertainment-filled lifestyles, was to study the Fa more and study the Fa well. When our thoughts are in the Fa, we can resist the temptations from ordinary human society. We established an online Fa study group so that young practitioners could study the Fa and share cultivation experiences together. There were not many young practitioners taking part in the beginning and this became even fewer as time went on. One day an elderly practitioner at the big Fa study group said to me that young practitioners must continue the group Fa study together. I was very thankful to her. Maybe Master was encouraging me through her. Myself and another coordinator then contacted young practitioners and encouraged them to join the online Fa study.

As a cultivator, I must have problems if so few practitioners came online studying the Fa. I looked within and found that I had the attachment of validating myself.

When the Fa study group was just set up, I looked at the number of practitioners online every time. I felt happy when I saw many practitioners attending and felt sad when only a few were there. I had a notion that if a Fa study group didn’t do well, it must be the problem of the coordinator. I realised that it was an attachment to validating myself.

Master said:

“The coordinators among Dafa disciples are in fact just coordinators, points of contact, and people who relay information. Don’t think of them as Master, and don’t have such high expectations that you rely on them as you cultivate and expect them to handle everything just right.” (“Teaching the Fa at the Meeting with Asia-Pacific Students”, Collected Fa Teachings, Vol. VI)

So Master said, “The coordinators among Dafa disciples are in fact just coordinators, points of contact, and people who relay information.” My understanding was that I should have a peaceful mind and become humble. The coordinator in a Dafa project is not the same as a coordinator in ordinary society. Whether I did well or not was closely related to my cultivation state.

Master said: “Falun Dafa is for cultivation practice—it is not a job. All of our volunteer workers must first be genuine cultivators with high-level xinxing, as they are role models for xinxing cultivation. We do not need the types of leaders like those among everyday people.” (“It is not a Job, but Cultivation Practice”, Essentials for Further Advancement)

When I changed my mentality, I was no longer moved by the number of practitioners who came online to study the Fa. This wasn’t set up for me, I was helping other people. We provided a platform for those young practitioners who wanted to study the Fa with other practitioners. I learnt later on that some young practitioners studied the Fa with practitioners in their own projects. Some studied the Fa with their practitioner family members. As long as they study the Fa and cultivate, it doesn’t matter whether they join our Fa study group or how many practitioners are online with us.

I will continue inviting young practitioners to join our Fa study group. That’s not merely for numbers. I sincerely hope that we can create a better Fa study environment by having more practitioners with us so that we can encourage each other and cultivate ourselves in the Fa.

2. Cultivating Every Thought

Many of my attachments were exposed in the process of coordination. Those attachments include fear of trouble, complaints, showing off mentality and seeking fame.

I found that some practitioners often ignored the text message notifications I sent. One day I forwarded a message sent by the main coordinator about a truth-clarification activity to the group. The next day, a practitioner called me asking for this information. I was surprised and asked him if he had read the message I sent out. He said, “No, I haven’t read it.”

Coincidently, the same thing also happened to other coordinators. It happened to me several other times too. Although I could see the funny side, I didn’t know what to do. We didn’t send the message out just because we were bored, we forwarded the message because the Association needed to notify each practitioner. Why did some practitioners not read it? If practitioners don’t cooperate, how can we get the job done?

I shared my thoughts with the practitioners who didn’t read the messages. They said that there were too many messages for them to read and that they had other things to do. Their indifference angered me. I was puzzled and didn’t understand why those practitioners paid no attention to the messages.

Master said: “When you meet with a conflict, it doesn’t matter whether you are in the right. You should be asking yourself, “What on my part isn’t right in this situation? Might it really be that there is something wrong on my part?” You should all be thinking this way, with your first thought being to scrutinize yourself to try to find the problem. Whoever is not like this is not in fact a true cultivator of Dafa.” (“What is a Dafa Disciple”, Collected Fa Teachings, Vol. XI)

Though Master asked us to look within, I couldn’t find where my problem was. The practitioners didn’t read the message. Was this something to do with me? One day a message from the Association had to be forwarded to practitioners. I was very busy. But the message was urgent and needed to be sent out immediately. Because this message was long and needed to be sent to many practitioners, I wanted to finish the task straight away. But the message failed to send several times from my phone and I became impatient. Then I realised that my attitude might impact the attitude of the practitioners who were receiving this message. When I failed to have righteous thoughts and had the mentality of completing a task as soon as possible, then this message might not have positive energy. Would the practitioners receiving the message also receive the negative energy I was emitting?

Though it was a trivial thing, I must cultivate my every thought.

Master said: “That’s notably so for some veteran Dafa disciples. Has it occurred to you that everything in your daily life is part of cultivation? Your every word and action, and everything you do—all of it is part of your cultivation. Do you realize that?” (Fa Teaching on World Falun Dafa Day)

My heart was touched when I read this Fa. Every word and every action was part of cultivation.

Master also said: “Nothing in the world is more solemn than cultivation.” (Teaching the Fa at the Fa Conference in Australia)

Since then I have tried to do everything, even the tiniest thing seriously.

3. From Jealousy to Cooperation

Before being a coordinator, I was not aware that some of my attachments such as jealousy were so severe.

The Association organised a Social Media project group this year so we have a greater reach in clarifying the truth. The main coordinator asked me to recommend a practitioner to help coordinate. I recommended Practitioner A to him, and Practitioners A and B started to plan and set up the project. They achieved great results in the first stages.

In one meeting, the main coordinator praised Practitioners A and B and said that they were very capable. Upon hearing his words, I became jealous. I felt like that he was inferring that I was not capable in a hidden way. It sounds laughable to me now. I don’t think Practitioners A or B knew that I was once jealous of them.

But I clearly knew that I had the attachment of jealousy. I tried to suppress it or let it go but I couldn’t. I thought about doing something to show off my capabilities. Because of my jealousy, I didn’t even want to talk to them. Although laughable, that was my reaction at that time. I said to my mum who is also a practitioner, “I never knew I had such a strong attachment of jealousy.”

I realised that the reason for me becoming a coordinator was that Master might let me expose my dirty human attachments in the process and get rid of them.

Master said: “Some have asked me “Is this because those persons are incapable of doing the work?” I say that’s how an ordinary human would put it. The crucial reason is that you, as coordinators and assistant coordinators of the centers, are cultivators who also have attachments that you can’t abandon, and you need an environment to get rid of them. But when tensions arise among those in charge, you usually use the excuse of “not cooperating in the work” or “working for Dafa” to push it aside, instead of seizing this good opportunity to search within and improve yourself.” (“A Person in Charge is Also a Cultivator”, Essentials for Further Advancement)

Actually those practitioners are capable and can do a better job in the project. Isn’t this a good thing? Practitioners, however, cultivate in Dafa and must get rid of selfishness and jealousy.

After I became clear on the Fa principles, I rang practitioner B and invited her to join the young practitioners’ Fa study group. We cooperated with each other and set up two sessions for Fa study. She was in charge of the morning session and I was in charge of the evening session. More young practitioners joined in the group Fa study because of the flexible time schedule.

We also set up a discussion group. Because of the pandemic lockdown, it was hard for practitioners to see each other. Young practitioners share their cultivation experiences and the truth-clarification experiences in the group. They can also post good sharing articles there. Though we cannot meet in person, I don’t feel separated from them.

4. Young Practitioners Joining Face-to-Face Truth-Clarification Activities

Earlier this year, a man cut our rope and stole our banner at a truth-clarification site in a suburb where many Chinese people live. The banner was later found and returned to the site. I shared my understanding on the incident with young practitioner C. She understood that if we had more practitioners at the site, the evil would not have gone so crazy. Only two elderly practitioners were there at the time. They didn’t speak English and didn’t know how to film the incident from their phone. She suggested that young practitioners go to the site to clarify the truth.

On the sharing list, we suggested the young practitioners join the truth-clarification activities at the site, and received some responses. We decided to start that same week. As a coordinator, I felt that I should take the lead. But my fear kept coming out. I was afraid to go to this site because there were many Chinese people there. Would some of them curse me? Were there any Chinese agents?

Master’s Fa, however, came into my mind: “What is a “Fa-Rectification Period Dafa Disciple”? Have you validated the Fa? You came when Dafa benefited you, yet you hid out and didn’t dare to speak up for Dafa when it faced danger. You have shown yourself to be less worthy than an ordinary person, so what’s the point of “studying the Fa at home”? All beings are being poisoned in the persecution, so how could you feel at ease being in hiding? Why are Dafa disciples clarifying the truth and saving beings? Because that is Dafa disciples’ duty. That is the kind of being that I, Li Hongzhi, want, and a Dafa disciple is that kind of cultivator.” (Teaching the Fa at the 2004 International Fa Conference in New York)

I sent forth righteous thoughts to clear the evil factors that damaged our truth-clarification site and also to clear the demon from my heart. I felt calm when I arrived at the site. After we finished sending righteous thoughts, Practitioner C and I started to practise the exercises. I felt serene and comfortable at the site that afternoon.

When we were doing the exercises, our eyes were closed and we didn’t see the surroundings. Other practitioners told us that many people took photos of us and many stopped to watch. One young man stayed at the site for a long period of time, watching us do the exercises. I realised that even if we young practitioners didn’t say anything, by physically being at the truth-clarification site, we were showing the truth to people. The CCP said that only old people practise Falun Gong. We were showing people that young people also practise Falun Gong. The CCP said that believing in Falun Gong is believing in the “feudal superstition”. With young practitioners standing before them, people will be intrigued as to why those young people that were brought up with atheist education, now believe in Falun Gong.

Master said:“I was thinking about these people’s ages, how long it’s been since I began teaching the Fa, and there are really many young people around twenty-five years old who have yet to be saved. They are divine beings who descended to this earth, and are spread throughout the world. Since there aren’t that many human bodies, some of them couldn’t become human beings and so they became animals or plants. So there’s a reason why in recent years regulations protecting animals and the environment have been quite stringent; it was arranged as such by divine beings, who have been driving those things. No one can see these things for what they are. They are not simple matters, though.” (Fa Teaching Given at the 2016 New York Fa Conference)

As young practitioners, we are so lucky that we have come across this precious opportunity and become Dafa practitioners. Ordinary people at our age are not as lucky. So why don’t we step out to save them?

During the pandemic, we started to distribute The Epoch Times special editions. Many young practitioners took part. They carried the papers and walked around delivering them. On the weekends, the normally busier streets are quiet and the shops are closed. I felt the urgency of saving sentient beings. After I put a copy in the mailboxes, I would say in my heart to every household, “Please read this paper. It will save you from the disaster.” While I was distributing the papers, the Hong Yin III verse, “Calmly Take A Look” resonated in my mind:

 

“We ask for nothing in return and have no pursuit

It’s to save you once the disaster arrives

Don’t forget why you came to this world

There are reasons for ages of reincarnation”

I hope that in the last leg of Fa-rectification, fellow practitioners will remind each other and encourage each other to cultivate diligently. Don’t miss this precious opportunity!

The above is just my shallow understanding. Please kindly point out anything inappropriate.

Thank you Master!

Thank you fellow practitioners!

 

伟大的师尊好！
同修们好！

一、整体配合，慈悲救度迷中人
时间过得很快，澳洲的法会又要开始了，想分享的内容很多，希望大家共勉，在最后的时间不多的日子里：同化大法，精進实修，抓紧救度众生。下面我分享几个修炼中的感悟，主要是关于的问题，不当之处请同修慈悲指正。

二零一九年二月某日下午一个偶然的机会看到当地华人中文媒体里的一篇文章，文章的内容是对神韵和我们当地炼功点的各种造谣诽谤，看完后我非常的震惊，由于我经常带我三岁的女儿去真相点讲真相和炼功，在这篇中文媒体的文章中，用各种调侃，污蔑的语言对我和我女儿在真相点的活动進行诽谤。在澳洲这样的一个宗教信仰自由的地方竟然这样的公开污蔑我的信仰。我看了很伤心，同时也有一丝的顾虑，毕竟以后我还会坚持在那里去讲真相。同修和女儿的安全是我要考虑的。这样的文章煽动了对法轮功的仇恨，造成了对法轮功的很多误解。

所以我在之后的大组交流中，说出了部分的文章内容，其实当时是带着很多人心去说的，比如争斗心，气愤的心，我的内心是很希望通过法律去解决这个问题，感觉这样会有效的震撼邪恶。而且对其他的亲共媒体有警示的作用。我们同修先采用写信件的方式去澄清大法的真相，其实也是想去救这个中文媒体中工作的人，我当时很着急的是这么多人在持续不断的看这个污蔑大法的文章。看着每天上升的观看人数我也有很多负面的想法，希望赶紧处理。急躁的心理会时不时出来，在这期间我突然记忆起了在中国的时候，我被警察抓的时候，对警察是多么的厌恶，至今那个抓我的警察的面孔依然没有忘记。

但是当我在监狱的时候，又看到很多警察是很有正义感的。只是在那个体制内无法表达，而且很多警察都是为了生计才做这个工作，想想他们很多都是受害者， 他们原本的生命都是很好的生命。这个造谣的媒体也是一样。那么作为一个大法弟子，我为什么要执着于马上去起诉、用法律的方法去解决呢？难道真的是因为我急切的要去救人吗？静下心来仔细想想我有一颗非常强烈的争斗心在其左右，想把对方斗到，想立竿见影的看到结果，如果带着这样强烈的心怎么能很好的去讲真相救人，而且这个争斗心会使我越来越感觉自己的方案是对的，越想越对。
我对照大法找自己，都是自己抱着那个争斗心不放而产生的各种负面的想法。想到这里我想我就要去配合协调小组的安排，怎么配合？ 要首先放弃我那些负面的想法，积极的去配合协调小组，而且我要慈悲的去配合。比如：会有很多的同修跟我有一样的想法，想直接就通过法律处理，那么我们这类同修在一起讨论这个事情的时候，都是抱着自己的方案是对的，是最有效的想法去参与讨论。我认为我们这类观点一致的同修在一起，有时说话很多都不在法上，甚至把以前的旧账都翻出来，这样反而会增加更多的负面因素，产生整体之间的隔阂。那么要想配合好就把这个口要修好，我自己就避免说那些符合自己执着的话，还有就是在无私无我的向内找自己。比如因为这个事情跟我有切身的关系，所以经常不自觉的会站在“我的”角度去看问题，想问题，总感觉这个中文媒体针对我進行了侮辱，而我却没有跳出来想想有没有我可以向内找的，哪里需要提高的。往往这样想后，就会发现自己还有很多要去的执着心。

在这之后的几天，由于大家的整体配合，那个文章对方也删除了。我们还找到了布里斯班人权理事会的相关部门，安排我们与这个中文媒体的相关负责人進行了会面，其实就是想通过这场会面能够让对方了解真相，从而得救。为了这个会面，我们也做了很多的准备，为了互相之间配合好，我们特地开了很多会议来讨论怎么样做好。比如作为当事人，我需要写一篇文章去阐述我的立场，为了展现大法弟子的慈悲与威严，文章的语言一定要考虑对方的接受能力。我悟到：作为大法弟子我们不是在气势上要压倒对方，而是用大法弟子修出来的“真善忍”的去感化对方，让对方从内心感受到大法的美好，从而对自己的错误去反省，避免以后再发生。

为了体现对对方的尊重，我们三个主要参与者都是正装出席。我可以深刻体会到在场每个大法弟子的慈悲，这里其中一个细节很有感触，比如对方专门请了一个律师和我们会面，对方开始的表情有点傲慢，感觉有点想要吵架的样子，但是我们协调人的开场白说明大家都是中国人是因为误解才到这里见面，说完后，我感觉对方律师的态度突然变了，连表情都没有那些要吵架的意思了。然后轮到我发言，我特意把语速放慢，心里想着并发出“希望你得救”的正念。我可以感觉到对方在认真的聆听，等到了第三个同修再发言的时候，我还看到对方的律师在写着什么？之后才知道原来是他们临时对我们的反馈方案，内容除了表达歉意外，还特地说明他们对法轮大法非常的尊重。媒体的经理当即表示对我们造成的伤害而惭愧，觉得无地自容！表示以后看到神韵广告时就会告诉公司所有员工都要去看神韵。而他们的律师还说要培训职工对法轮功的认识，并表示给我们做正式书面道歉。由于会议的规则媒体请的另外两个律师只能在外面等候，与会的律师还恳请我们与其他两位在外等待的律师见面握手问候。整个过程都非常的平和，我深刻的感受到师父讲的那句：“慈悲能溶天地春”[1] 的法理。我悟道：大法弟子一定要先修好自己，“真善忍”慈悲的能量才会发挥最大的效力，去溶解那些负面的物质，从而大法的威力就能展现出来，整个过程就是一个证实法的过程。

最后我们和那个媒体也是在互相理解的基础上，让这个事情得到了善解。而且我还知道，在这之后这个中文媒体的工作人员碰到我们其他同修的时候还对这个事情表示了歉意。我们整体也都感悟到配合的好不是说表面上如何，而是需要真正慈悲用心的去做才能配合好。

 

二、在配合营救中体悟修真
今年三月的某一天我突然接到（中国大陆）弟弟（常人）的留言说父母（同修）现在门前有人敲门，让我回个电话，我当时在上班，赶紧给母亲拨通了电话，父母都还平安但是说有居委会的人在门口盯梢，让我发正念，我赶紧给一些同修打电话请求帮忙发正念清除邪恶的干扰。等我下班后再多次的打电话，一直没有人接，一种不祥的预感涌了上来，但是我尽量排斥它，告诉自己不要多想，一切都有师父的安排。等到晚上的时候弟弟告诉我由于父母发大法的资料被人举报，被警察绑架带到派出所了，听到这个消息后，我顿时心急如焚，毕竟中国派出所的条件不是很好，那个时候北方的春天还很冷，很多不好的念头又冒出来了 ，当时吃饭的胃口都没有了 。而且一种对父母的责怪之心还出来了，心想现在疫情严重，盯梢的人很多，尽量少出去吧，这个念头出来的时候我又否定它，心想又是情出来了 ，不管怎么样现在最要紧的是抓紧营救父母同修，不要让抓父母的警察造业而跟着被淘汰，其实警察是最可怜的。

晚上我赶紧联系营救平台的同修進行营救，当我说出父母的情况后，营救平台的同修赶紧立案，准备营救，还给我布置了任务，就是尽快找到派出所所长的名字。我通过各种网络搜索寻找。其实当初我还有个想法就是我打电话给派出所，不过同修还是劝我要让更有经验的同修处理，我想为了更好的营救我就努力配合好平台，在找派出所所长的名字时我也看到平台同修反应的速度，营救同修一到位、打电话的和语音播放的同事就开始运作，我可以感受到同修的正念和慈悲，毕竟警察也是受害者，是中共邪党的毒害让他们走在了迫害大法弟子的路上。在师尊的加持下我很快找到了派出所所长的名字，并上报到平台，我想邪恶最怕的就是曝光，我也赶紧整理资料上传明慧网，同时加大发正念。让父母正念正行的同时也清除邪恶对营救平台同修的干扰。让我很感动的是：由于第二天我还要上班，自己不能做太晚就去休息了 ，但是平台上其他同修还在继续营救。我深深体会到师父的法：“他的事就是你的事，你的事就是他的事。[2]

第二天下午的时候我接到弟弟的电话说父母同修已经在凌晨回家了，听到这个消息我非常的感动，尤其同修之间默契的配合让我深有体会。弟弟还告诉我个细节，说父母被放出来的时候，警察都说海外的大法弟子老给我们打电话。晚上的时候我继续上平台，营救的同修看到我后马上询问我父母的情况，当得知父母平安回家后他们也很高兴。还跟我分享了昨晚营救的情况，比如说派出所的人接听了多少分钟的语音电话，而且同修是不间断的拨打，平台的一个规定让我更感动：就是同修在一个拘留所里多久营救平台就一直给这个拘留所拨打多久，直到这个同修不在那里为止。我体悟这个坚持就是修真的表现。一件事情长久坚持下去，并认真的做好。还有就是同修的反应速度都非常的快，没有互相推脱责任，大家都为着一个目标默默的去圆溶整体。这就是大法弟子应该有的配合的表现，同时我也看到了我自己在配合上的差距。

师父讲：“有一次，一个学员问我说：师父，退党退到多少人中共邪党能倒？（师父笑）我伸了五个手指头。”[3] 一开始我以为是到五亿。但是随着现在正法形势的变化，我体悟师父的法理有更深的内涵。五个手指头不就是一个拳头同时也代表我们大法弟子要整体配合好吗？同修们，在这所剩不多的时间里，我们整体配合好才能更好的救人。这里也包含修炼的因素，有同修之间的配合，同修和佛学会协调人之间的配合，有时候遇到不顺利的时候如何善意的去沟通，把自己摆在低一些的位置，默默去圆溶配合整体，这才能使每个项目发挥最大的作用。谢谢大家！

个人体悟，不当之处，请同修慈悲指正。

感谢师父！
感谢同修！
注：
[1] 李洪志师父诗词：《洪吟二》〈法正乾坤〉
[2] 李洪志师父著作：《二零零二年华盛顿DC法会讲法》
[3] 李洪志师父著作：《二零一九年纽约法会讲法》