在 法拉盛一個多月講真相的修煉體會
曹正行
My cultivation experiecnce in Flushing's quit CCP centre
Cao Zheng Xing

剛下飛機的第一天,我就來到了法拉盛退黨點, 因為我意識到法拉盛是正邪交戰的關鍵地方。在同修的鼓勵下我走上了大 街面對世人。幾 分鐘後就碰到了一位曾被曝光的中共幫兇,此人臉色鐵青,雙眼浮腫,我剛把報紙遞給他,說請看明慧報,他就立即破口大罵,而且都是事先準備好了的污衊語言。我 當時意識到了這是法拉盛這個環境對我的考驗,我立即發正念背師父《洪吟二》中的《必然》:“眾惡齊下何等狂,欺世大慌翻天揚,戲做人醜發盡 飄,烘託大法後下湯”。背完後立即就感到怕心化掉了,信心也出來了,頭腦清 醒地看到自己的業力被消減了。我最近兩年一旦在退黨點被人罵過後很快就會有很 多有緣人來找我做三退,這次也不例外。在以後的半個小時內就有6位大陸同胞 接收了報紙,並肯站下聽我講幾分鐘的真相並成功的做了三退。通過此事我悟到了被罵被攻擊真的不一定是壞事,也許是全面提 高的好機會。在磨難面前不是藉助人力而是藉助法力,要多背法。
The first daystraight after I got off the plane, came to Flushing (of New York state) quit CCP centre because I relised that Flushing is one of the most important battlefields of good and evil. With the encouragement from a few practitioners, I walked onto the streets starting clarify the truth to people in a face to face manner. Only a few minutes later, I've encountered one of the exposed CCP terrorists in Flushing. This person's face is dark and with swollen eyes. The moment I handed him a newspaper, he started to shouted his premeditated swearing words against me. Straight away I realised, this is the test that the Flushing environment provided to us. I started to send forth righteous thoughts immediately and recall master's teaching 'Inevitable' from Hongyin II:

“Masses of evil descend together—what madness
Massive lies, deceiving the world, overturn the heavens
In the play, buffoons let loose their frenzy
Foils to Dafa, then down to the boiling water they go”
Straight away, I feel that the tribulation has disintegrated and confidence emerged. I can clearly see my karma being deducted and within the next 30 minutes, there were 6 Chinese tourists received the newspapers and agreed to quit the CCP. I relised that every time when I get attacked, immediately after, there will be many people come to me to get to know the truth. Therefore, we must use this opportunity to truly upgrade ourselves and to do it better, we must use the energy provided by Dafa and recite more Dafa in our mind.

還有一次 我在火車上和一位常人講真相,他開始似乎接受了真相,可是在下車前突然破口大罵而且語言非常骯髒,而且是人身攻擊。我 當時吃了一驚,覺得很震怒,事後我想起了《轉法輪》第四講中“業力的轉化”中的法理,我覺得很慚愧,自己學法13年了,還沒有真正相信師父講的“不失者不得”的法理。之後我決定徹底放下維護自我的觀念,把這當成好事。結 果第二天我在打坐中感受到了師父在第八講中講到的“還有一種狀態坐來坐去發現腿也沒有了,想不清腿哪去了,身體也沒有了,胳膊也沒有了, 手也沒有了,光剩下腦袋了”。這是我多年盼望 出現的煉功狀態卻從來都沒有感受到過,卻在被攻擊後感受到了,這也證明了被罵被攻擊真的不是一件壞事。我希望這件事情可以使更多同修去掉怕心,勇敢地參與更多的面 對面講真相。
A few days later, I experienced more attacks during truth clarifications on trains. At first, I was very surprised and angry. Later I relised that I've been studying the Fa for more than a decade but still not comprehending the Fa's principles in Zhuan Falun about the transformation of Karma. I feel very Demoralised that I still don't believe the principles of “no loss, no gain”. After realising that, I started to let go of any self-protective mentalities and use this as an opportunity to upgrade. The next day, I felt during my seating meditation that I truly experienced what Master said in lecture 8 “There is another state in which as one sits for a while, one finds that the legs are gone, and cannot think where the legs went; the body is also gone; the arms are also gone; the hands are also gone—only the head is left. As one keeps practicing, one finds that the head is gone as well, leaving only one's own mind, a little thought that one is practicing here. It is sufficient if we can achieve this state.” This is what I always hoped and never experienced and finally experienced it after the attack. This made me understand that being attacked and cursed is truly for cultivation and riding fear and other attachments to make a breakthrough and step out and clarify the truth.

一 次我在街上面對西人講真相,並勸他們為呼籲停止迫害大法簽字時,看到一位頹廢的吸毒者牙齒已掉光,而且眼神非常兇惡,我當時怕心就出來了,想躲開他。可 我想到了師父在09年新唐人討論會講法中講到了“眾生都等著得救,這一點我可以非常明確的告訴大家,大法弟子們不去救他們,不管他們在世界的哪個角落裡, 你們不去救他,他們就沒有希望。”。想 到這句法我的怕心瞬間化掉了,我便走近他對他直接講中共當局迫害法輪功已經11年了,我希望你能在我的徵簽本上簽一個字呼籲停止迫害,他竟然毫不猶豫的就籤上了。眼神中的凶光就立即消失了,當時我 很受感動,我感覺到這是師父的法力把我們推過來了,過了一大關。
Once I was clarifying the truth to westerners and asking them for their signatures for supporting ending the persecution of Falun Gong. I saw a man who appeared to be an obvious drug addict, and there is no tooth left in him due to the drug, with vicious looking in his eyes. I was a bit afraid of him, wanted to avoid him. But then I thought of Master's teaching: “All sentient beings are waiting to be saved, and I can tell you something certain. If Dafa disciples don' t act to save them, those people, no matter in what corner of the world they may be, will have no hope unless you go to save them.”(Fa Teaching Given at the NTDTV Meeting June 6, 2009). Instantly I feel my fear melted away. I approached the man and told him that the CCP has been persecuting Falun Gong for 11 years, I was hoping that if he could sign the petition in help stopping the persecution. He signed the petition without hesitation and the vicious looking in his eyes was vanished instantly. I was so moved. I felt it was Master's power making me to go to him, that helped me to step over a big obstacle.

在修煉與去怕心的其他方面也出現了一些動人的故事。我一直認為我的 怕心比別人修的都好,敢面對常人講真相,可是我最近發現我往往認為修得好的地方洽洽是修得不好的地方。有一 次在退黨點上有兩個留學生在看展板,我立即向我旁邊的一位退黨經驗豐富的老同修講,咱們兩個人一人幫一個把他們倆全都退掉。結果這位同修很不客氣地說了一句,你不會自己退嗎?我當時愣住了,想這位同修說話怎麼這麼不客氣?我當 時呆呆地站在那裡,一句話都沒有敢講,把那兩個留學生放走了,事後我想到了找自己,發現我有很大的怕心,應該去掉它,像那位老同修一樣一個人面對兩個甚至3個 常人講真相,而不只停留在只面對一個常人去講,多一個就不敢了。師 父在09年大紐約地區法會講到“度人就是度人,挑選不是慈悲”,我悟到我以前是在街上不停地挑選常人,選擇拿報紙接資料,比較面善的或男留學生單獨在一個地方時挑準這些人去講,而超出這個範圍就不敢去講。我 自那天向內找以後真的有很大的突破,緊接著我對不接資料的或多個人一起走的情況也敢去勸退了,發現效果非常好,三退效果也突飛猛進。
Other stories regarding the cultivation of fear are also quite significant. I always thought that my fear have been eliminated and are better than others in terms of clarifying truth to people directly on the streets but the area I think I cultivated well is exactly the area I didn't do well. One day, there was two Chinese students looking at picture boards on the quit CCP sites. I asked for help from an experienced quit CCP veteran to help me out and taking on one person each to talk to them about quit CCP. This veteran straight away told me “Can't you do it yourself?”. I was quite shocked. At first, I started to get upset and then I silently stood there, not saying anything and waited for them to leave. Later on, I discovered that this is a tremendous attachment to fear and should eliminate it and to clarify the truth like that veteran practitioner where he can talked to two or even three people all at once, not limited to one person and be fearful if there's more . Master told us during the 2009 New York FaHui “Saving people is salvation. Selecting is not compassion.”. I realised before I was continuously selecting people such as the ones to relieve the flyers and newspapers or kind looking ones or a male student on his own without clarifying to anyone else outside this range. From that day on, I really started to look within myself and straight away experienced the massive breakthrough and started clarifying to those ones not taking flyers and clarifying to more than one person at the same time and found out the effect is tremendous and my quit CCP success rate have developed tremendously.

師父在明慧10週年講法中講到“對症下藥,才能 藥到病除”。讀完法後,我就經常總 結每次講真相中碰到的那些常人偏見到底來源於哪裡?最近 也突破了怕心,面對一個說討厭我們的常人,心平氣和地說,請您告訴我您討厭我哪裡,我幫您解開心結,他便說你們整天搞宗教。我就心平氣和地對他說,我們不是宗教,我們 沒有教規,教義,教堂,入教儀式,怎麽是宗教?我們都 是自願的,而且是鬆散管理,她點了點頭就走了。雖然沒有三退可是我 幫他解開了一個心結。我 在法拉盛講真相中發現多數常人的心結是卡在01年天安門自焚案,中共特務偽造的08年遊行是為了慶祝地震這一謠言、並且造謠說我們在搞政治、以及要讓他加 入我們等等這些誤區中。所 以我每次都先從這些方面著手,先講明不是讓他加入我們或做什麼,只是為了讓他聽真相,或把有自焚真相的小冊子翻到自焚事件那一頁,準備好了再去講真相。並 且講之前先禮貌的打個招呼做個簡單的自我介紹,用微笑與祥和眼神的對視對方,然後再講01年自焚偽案或08年法拉盛挑撥仇恨事件是個非常重要的事情,我需 要向你講真相, 往往這樣講就可以打開他的心結,在西人徵簽方面,我首先說我這裡不是捐錢也不是宗教,這樣他們就不會誤解。因為現在街上要錢,要人入教的組織太多了, 我們一定要把這個心結先幫他們打開才可講真相。
Master said during the Fa Teaching Given at the Fa Conference Marking the Tenth Anniversary of the Minghui Website Establishment  “Handle things as fitting the situation and be more effective at remedying the problem.” I took this to heart every time I clarify the truth and always conclude where a sentient being is stuck or what kind of prejudices do they have. One day, I heard this person say “We hate you” and I calmly asked “Whereabouts do you hate us? What questions do you have so I can answer you ?”. She said “ You always been religious” and I straight away clarified “We are not a religion. We do not have churches, rules or ceremonies and everyone is a volunteer. How is that a religion?”. She nodded and left . I realised though I didn't get her to quit the CCP, I still helped out solving her prejudice. I realised a lot of people in Flushing are stuck on the 2001 self burning incident which was staged by the CCP, and the 2008 parade news was twisted by the CCP saying that it was for celebrating the earthquake and other lies such as, we are doing a political campaign and wanting people to join us, so I started in those areas as the subject to clarify to them that we do not want you to join us and don't want you to do anything for us. We just want to clarify the truth to you about the 2001 self-burning incident and the 2008 Flushing incident. I usually get the booklet of the self-burning incident ready in my hands, then say hello to them and briefly introduce to them with smile and eye contacts, and then clarify the truth to them, especially the lies behind the 2001 self-burning incident and the 2008 Flushing hatred campaign directed by the CCP. I tell them that this needs to be clarified as it is important to them. This way, many people had their prejudices cleaned out. When speaking to Westerners for the petition, I firstly clarify to them that we are not a charity and don't want you to join us so that clears their prejudice of any donations or religions because there are so many charity or religious groups out on the street nowadays, we must help them to wipe out the prejudice first to have any chance to clarify to them.

我們要多幫助同修,克服對自我的執著,才能形成一 個整體。多體諒與包容同修,有問題及 時慈悲與同交修流,不與第三者去講,直接面對面講,盡量不佔用退黨點的時間。在面對多人的情況下,多與同修共同配合,一同上陣。因為退黨和講真相是一個整體項目,我希望我 們不要把它項目化,希望大家都互相幫忙發正念。有一次我看到四個打幫走的學生們,就與一位同修商量說:咱們 一人勸兩個。於是我們追上他們,靠講 話將他們分開,用個個擊破的方法把他們全退了。還 有一次我在勸退兩個留學生時,旁邊有位阿姨幫我發正念,結果那兩個留學生靜靜地聽我講了5分鐘以上,我發現他們當時不好的觀念全都被抑制住了,只剩下本性的一面了,所以就非常順利的接受了三退。
I discovered that we should help each other more to breakthrough the attachment towards individualism. Only that way, we can form one body. We should be more understanding and more forgiving towards fellow practitioners, if there is any misunderstanding, we should share directly to each other. Try not to use up the quit CCP time to talk about irrelevant topics, especially when clarifying the truth to multiple people. As quitting the CCP movement and truth clarification is a project of the whole so I hope we would not separate them as individual events or projects. Once day I pointed at the 4 Chinese students coming in our direction and said to a fellow practitioner: “Lets help two each”. Then we took it up to them and asking questions about their attitudes toward the CCP while walking, we got all 4 of them to quit the CCP. One day when I was clarifying to 2 Chinese students, there was a practitioners helping me sending out righteous thoughts soon as I began to talk. As a result, those 2 Chinese students quietly listen to my speech about the forced organ harvesting and the 01 self-burning incident for more them 5 minutes and agreed to quit CCP. I discovered that all the bad mentalities were suppressed and only their original true self was left after practitioners cooperate and help each other.
 
有 一次我勸徵簽勸三退已連續多個小時,感到自己周圍已經有了一個強大的能量場,平均2到3分鐘就會有人來簽字或三退,後來一位同修突然打斷我,讓我去幫她做一件私事,我回來之後感 到那個場不在了,近半個小時也沒有人來找我徵籤或三退。我當 時心生怨氣,心想,都怪你把我的場弄沒了!可 我當時又突然想起了師父在精進要旨二中講到了“在修煉過程中不要等,不要靠,不要指望外來環境的變化。”這一法理,我當時就意識到自己的想法不在法上,並且是隨心而化出來的假象。我悟到這一點後,很快就又有很多人來找我簽字和三退。
One day, I was doing the quit CCP activity for a few hours continuously and I felt a strong energy field around me, many people came to sign the petition or doing the quit CCP. Then a practitioner came to me to ask for help on something that's totally irrelevant to quit CCP and after I came back, I feel that my strong energy field no longer exist. In the next half an hour, no one came to me to quit the CCP or sign the petition. Then I started blaming the practitioner making my energy field disappear, but I suddenly remembered what Master said at the European Fahui at 2001 “During truth clarification, do not wait, do not rely on others, do not rely on the ouside factors to change.” I realised what I thought was the opposite of Dafa's requirement and the thoughts was the transformation following my intent. When I realised this, straight away more people came to me for petitions and quit CCP.

在過去兩年多 的講真相中,在師父的慈悲加持下與眾大法弟子的正念支持下,我共勸了2345人退出中共邪黨,邪團,邪隊。我決心把今後講真相的工作做的更好。
In the last 2 years, with Master's help and with practitioners cooperation, I persuaded more than 2300 fellow Chinese people to quit the CCP. I am determined to uphold this truth clarification work all the way to the end until the persecution stops completely and the new era begins.


謝謝大家!
Thank you master, thank you fellow practitioners.