信师信法突破自我

Believe in Master and the Fa, Breaking through Self

Auntie An(安  太)

 

尊敬的师尊好!各位同修大家好!

Greetings, Revered Master!

Greetings, Every Fellow Practitioner!

 

我是1996年得法的大法弟子,得法前身体不好,心脏病、高压低,低压高,压差小无医可治,20多年的神经性头疼,生孩子落下的腿冒凉风都是无医可治的。但得法后,我只是从晚6点开始看书到第二天早6点,一个晚上,12小时看了一遍《转法轮》,这三样病就不翼而飞了。太神奇了。从此我走入修炼,感谢师父!感谢大法!合十!

I obtained the Fa in 1996. Before that, I had a very bad health. Heart problem, blood pressure problem, neuropathic headache, and the leg problem after giving birth, and so on, had been with me for many years, without being able to be cured by medicine. One night, I read “Zhuan Falun” from 6 pm to 6 am, for 12 hours, and finished reading the entire book. And all the sorts of sickness disappeared. It was so wonderful. Since then, I started Dafa cultivation. Thank you, Master. Thank you, Dafa. Heshi.

 

我是2010年来澳洲的,来澳后我就想利用电脑打电话的方式讲真相,苦于我不会电脑,就打消了这个念头。后来女儿(同修)知道了我的想法就和RTC平台的协调同修帮我装上正念一点通、E方案、SKYPE,女儿给我设置好程序,自动拨打,每天我只需打开电脑,点一下播放就可以了。因不会用电脑,上线打电话讲真相我就很勉强,在各位同修的帮助下我学着打,但领号和反馈一直都要同修帮忙,不会打字,将近一年多了,我都突破不了,打电话也要女儿在家才行,电脑与网络稍有一点问题,我就不会处理打不成电话,离开女儿寸步难行,就这样不知不觉的形成很强的依赖心。

After arriving in Australia in 2010, I wanted to use computers to make phone calls and clarify the truth. But I did not know how to operate a computer, therefore I stopped thinking to do so. Later, when my daughter got to know of my desire, she arranged someone to install the RTC, E Solution, Skype, and so on for me. My daughter set up everything and got it ready for me to use. What I needed to do was merely start the computer and click the play button. Due to limited computer skill, making phone calls was quite challenging for me. I needed others to help me getting the phone numbers and writing the feedbacks. I did not know how to type. This continued to be the case for more than one year, and I could not make a breakthrough. If there was any problem, I had to stop making phone calls. I could not do anything without my daughter being around. I had developed a very strong attachment of reliance.

 

另外,在RTC平台上打电话,是要讲出声音的,我和女儿同住一个房间,女儿做的大法项目需要安静,有时我俩时间发生冲突时,我就不能出声打电话,这样就会影响打电话救人,为了解决这一问题,手动平台的协调同修建议我打手动广播电话,我可以不用讲话,插上耳麦给对方放录音广播,不影响女儿,我很高兴,我女儿很快和手动平台的协调人取得联系,安装上手动广播打电话所需的软件及广播稿,可是老问题依然存在,我还是不会用电脑、不会打字、不会领号、不会反馈、不会使用SKYPE PLAYER

In addition, making phone calls on RTC required speaking out. I lived in the same room with my daughter. Her project required quietness. Whenever this conflict occurred, I would have to stop my work. Other fellow practitioners suggested me to make phone calls through manual dialling. I did not need to talk and only needed to play the recorded voices. But problems still existed as I could not operate the computer, type, get phone numbers, or write feedbacks.

 

安装上将近一个多月,因女儿忙我还是不能打,必须要女儿在家才行,女儿看到我这颗無法逾越的依赖心,影响了讲真相救人的事,就给我说;妈妈,这个手动广播打电话好学,你一定能学会的,你看我聂姨。女儿很普通平和的一句话,却触动了我很强的执著心,我以妈妈自居,心想:你聂姨她比我小,你长大啦,有本事啦,看不上我嫌弃我啦……。我嘴不说心里不好的念头往出翻,又委屈又来气,我盯着女儿,女儿把SKYPE AUDIO PLAYER内线语音播放系统安装和操作打开,让我细细的看,我很生气地说:我看不懂。女儿笑着说:英文看不懂,中文还看不懂吗?我又加重语气说:看不懂!女儿说:慢慢看没关系,一遍看不懂两遍,两遍看不懂三遍,十遍八遍总能看得懂,你看懂了,不就学会了嘛。女儿越说我越生气,心想:平时我一说做什么,女儿急忙放下手里的事马上就来帮我做,今天怎么啦?嫌弃我不帮我?人老了真难啊!在女儿这,我第一次感到无助。我很想以妈妈的资格冲女儿发火,但我深深知道,不能,就一遍又一遍的告诫自己,要守住心性,决不能发火。

One month after this new platform was setup, I still needed my daughter to be with me so that I could make the calls. Seeing my attachment of reliance getting stronger and stronger, my daughter said to me: “This manual phone system is very easy to learn. You can do it. Please see how Aunt Nie does.” Daughter’s words were plain and simple. But it touched my attachment. I said back to her, with some strong emotion, “Aunt Nie is younger than me. Now you have grown up and become capable, you start looking down upon mum…” I felt very bad in my heart. My daughter showed me the operation manual, and wanted me to read. I said angrily:  “I cannot comprehend”. My daughter smiled, “English you cannot read, but this is in Chinese, why can’t you read?” I said, “I can’t”. My daughter said: “No problem. You can read slowly. If you cannot understand by reading once or twice, you can read for three times, or ten times. Once you understand it, aren’t you able to operate it?” But the more she talked, the more I became angry. I thought, usually, when I called her for help, she responded immediately. What’s wrong today? I felt helpless for the first time. I just wanted to utter my anger and frustration to her. But I clearly knew that I should not. Therefore I repeatedly reminded myself to maintain my xinxing, and to not lose my temper.

 

但心里那种当妈的委屈,使我流出了眼泪,眼睛像冒火一样疼,这时师父的话打入我脑海:向内找,我也知道是要向内找,但我哪错了?女儿三两分钟就搞定的事,我要花很长时间,这不耽误救人吗?明明白白的是女儿不帮我不配合啊,越想越委屈,人在委屈时是找不到自己错的,但我心里非常明白修炼人必须向内找,火头上不能说话,因火头上说的话都是不理智的,会放纵魔性,于是我盘腿结印,发正念,心中不停的默念,法正乾坤,邪恶全灭向内找,向内找,向内找,对的是他错的是我”“对的是他错的是我(《洪吟三》---谁是谁非)。不停的默念,忍是提高心性的关键。气恨、委屈、含泪而忍是常人执著于顾虑心之忍,根本就不产生气恨,不觉委屈才是修炼者之忍。(《精进要旨》---何为忍)。大约半个多小时,我的心平静了,这时自私、依赖、懒惰、愚昧、人心、人心、人心一连串的都打入我脑中。

With the frustration and grievance, I was reduced to tears. At this time, Master’s words came to my head: “Look inside”. I knew to look inside. But where did I go wrong? It would take my daughter two or three minutes to get it done. Why should I go and spend a long time on it? Wasn’t that wasting valuable time? It was clearly my daughter who refused to help. I did not see anything wrong with me. But I did know I need to look inside myself. I should not speak, because in this kind of state, my words would not be reasonable. Therefore, I sat down, with legs double crossed, and send forth righteous thoughts. I also said to myself “He’s right, And I’m wrong” (Hongyin 3: Who’s Right, Who’s Wrong) ; “Forbearance is the key to improving one’s xinxing. To endure with anger, grievance, or tears is the forbearance of an everyday person who is attached to his concerns. To endure completely without anger or grievance is the forbearance of a cultivator.”  (ESSENTIALS FOR FURTHER ADVANCEMENT: What is Forbearance (Ren)?). Half an hour later, I calmed down. What appeared in my brain were: selfishness, reliance, laziness, stupidity, human notion, and so on.

 

自私:女儿也是大法弟子,她又上学又做大法的项目,比我忙得多,我以妈妈的资格整天占用女儿的时间而不知,多么自私的一颗人心啊,因女儿的孝顺,无度的助长着我自己的懒惰与依赖之心,又因为自己的人心,和后天形成的我老了的观念,挡住了师父给我的智慧而愚昧,能不能放下常人之心,这是走向真正超常人的死关。真修弟子人人都得过,这是修炼者与常人的界线。(《精进要旨》真修)。一个洪大的声音告诉我:得修啊得修啊!我猛然惊醒,心中一震,师父的一段法又回响在耳边:师父领進门,修行在个人,全看你自己如何去修。能不能修,全看你自己能不能忍受,能不能付出,能不能吃苦。如能横下一条心,什么困难也挡不住,我说那就没问题。”(《转法轮》第四讲)

Yes, I was selfish. My daughter was also a Dafa disciple. She was a student. She also did a lot of Dafa projects. She was much busier than I. Yet I kept using her time without being able to realise that. How selfish I was in this? My daughter’s good filial piety had encouraged my reliance and laziness to grow unlimitedly. Furthermore, my human notion of regarding myself being “old” had blocked the wisdom Master blessed me. “Whether you can let go of ordinary human attachments is a fatal test on your way to becoming a truly extraordinary being. Every disciple who truly cultivates must pass it, for it is the dividing line between a cultivator and an everyday person.” (ESSENTIALS FOR FURTHER ADVANCEMENT: True Cultivation). One loud voice told me: “need to cultivate”, which shocked me and waked me up. I recalled Master’s words “The master takes you through the entrance, and it is up to you, yourself to practice cultivation. It all depends upon how you, yourself practice cultivation. Whether you can practice cultivation all depends upon whether you can endure, sacrifice, and suffer. If you can commit your mind, no difficulties can stop you. I would say that there is not a problem.” (Zhuan Falun: Lecture 4).

 

我双手合十,师父我错了!师父我错了!弟子愚昧,对不起师父,请师父开智,我一定要把电脑学会,念头一转瞬间轻松,眼睛也不疼了,说白了电脑再发达也无法和人脑相比”(《转法轮》论语),这一段法展现在眼前,我是大法弟子我一定行,我急忙点开内线语音播放系统和安装,细细的看了一遍我就会操作了,我又从头按顺序操作一遍,我真得学会了,脑子清晰,手中的鼠标也听我话了,我的眼泪又一次流了出来,这次不是委屈而是发自内心的感恩,我双手合十,感谢师父开智开慧,慈悲苦度,给老年弟子开创这个讲真相,助师正法的平台,给我一个震摄邪恶的法器,感谢手动广播平台协调同修不辞辛苦的帮助,感谢师尊利用女儿同修的苦心督促。

Putting my hands together (heshi), I said: Master, I was wrong. I was so stupid, and I let Master down. I asked Master to open my wisdom, and wanted to learn to use the computer. With the change of the thought, I felt very relieved. Master said: “To be frank, no matter how advanced computers may be, they are no match for the human brain” ( Zhuan Falun: Lunyu). I am a Dafa disciple. I can do it. Therefore I read the manual over carefully, and found myself being able to operate. I tried again. Yes, confirmed. I was clear in my brain, and I was skilful in commanding the mouse. This time, with gratitude instead of grievance, I heshi again. I thanked Master for opening my wisdom. I thanked Master for arranging my daughter to push me up.

 

我这么一个电脑一窍不通者,在师尊的慈悲呵护下,都能学会用电脑独立的,很轻松的上平台打电话,心想如能再帮助一些老年同修,学会用电脑,都能上手动广播平台学法和打电话该多好啊。于是我就想告诉我刚来澳洲时,最先遇到的一位行动不便的老年同修。因为她虽然行动不便,可她自己在家能学法煉功发正念,每天也都坚持做,由于身体条件的限制走不出来讲真相,我总觉的三件事她少做了一件,从前我很想帮她,但又帮不上很无奈,现在好了,有了这么好的法器,我跟她一说,她很乐意,她先生马上找协调人联系,又帮她在电脑里装了一套手动广播打电话软件,手把手的教,很快她也能正常上平台学法,开始学打电话了,现在大法弟子的三件事她都能做了,每天上平台学法也融入整体了,从前她需要家人安排自己的日常生活,现在好了,她自己可以安排自己的事了,状态非常好。

With myself being an example for the elderly, I thought many elderly fellow practitioners can do the same. They can also use this wonderful platform to clarify truth and save sentient beings. I helped one fellow practitioner in particular. Then within a short time, she became able to make the phone calls using the computer software. Her situation was also improved. She used to need her family’s help to arrange her everyday activities. Now she can do all these by herself.

 

打手动广播电话很方便,会不会面对面讲真相,都可以打,因有真相广播录音,领案后,电话拨通,放录音即可,随时都可拨打,六七分钟,十多分钟都行,只要自己有救人的心,认认真真地做,可利用一切时间拨打,很灵活方便,而且经常听真相广播录音,我也能很容易的学会面对面讲真相了,这是师尊给我们的法器,74日我给吉林省吉林市的一个派出所打电话,对方接起,我开始放基层警察的真相录音,听了几分钟后,对方挂断,我发正念,清除听广播电话者背后的邪恶,让他听真相得救。第二通电话,我就开口讲真相劝三退,他说他已经退了,并说接到过这样的电话,我讲法轮功真相,他说我什么都知道,我也知道该怎么做了。对方又说:我们的这个电话是有录音的,不易占用过长时间,我也想出国。挂断。通过这通点话,我体悟到,这位警察是听过前面同修打过的真相电话而明白的,从这通电话我感悟到,一旦明白真相,就能启迪他的善心,所以向国内打电话讲真相,劝三退救众生,是非常重要的,我一定要用好这个法器。

This manual phone call platform is quite convenient. Everybody can use it. It can be done any time, for any duration, 6 minutes, 10 minutes, or, whatever. As long as we have the heart of saving people, and do it conscientiously, we can make it. In doing so, I have found that I also learnt how to talk to people face to face and clarify truth.  On 4 July, I made a call to a police office in Jilin province, and played the recordings about low level policemen. Several minutes later, the phone hung up. I sent forth the righteous thought, cleansing the evil things that might block him from knowing the truth. I then called again. This time, I opened my mouth, and persuaded him to quit the communist organisations. He said that he received similar calls before and he had already quit. Through this call, I realised that the phone calls were indeed important to let people know the truth, and once they know the truth, their good hearts will emerge. The phone calls are important. I must do a good job in doing this.

 

我非常珍惜每一个电话,因为每一个电话都是大陆同修冒着生命危险得到的,所以我把打过没三退的电话都放在文档里,一有时间我就再打,不管对方态度如何,我心中只有慈悲救人的一念,我就耐心的打,把真相告诉每一个众生---可贵的中国同胞,能使他们得救。

I treasure every phone call. Every phone number is obtained by fellow practitioners in China, where there are always dangers. Therefore, I save the numbers of those who have not quitted in a document, and call these numbers again and again. Regardless the attitude of these people, my thought is very simple and very strong. I just want to save them. With patience, I kept making phone calls, telling the truth to the precious Chinese people, with the hope that they will be saved.

 

大法弟子以反迫害救众生为己任,我们身处自由海外,为了让更多大法弟子走出来,为了给大法弟子开创环境,更好更快的做三退,铲除邪恶、抑制迫害单位,这是海外大法弟子的责任。据统计中国1700家三级甲等医院中90%以上参与了活摘罪行,(活摘或使用活摘器官)。很多一年的移植数量,都在200例以上,14年的迫害,多少罪恶在上演啊!三级以上医院总共19800家,很多医院为获得三级甲等的评级和谋取利益,主动或被动参与活摘器官罪行!大家想一想,活摘人体器官,在前古罗马对基督教徒最邪恶迫害的时候也没有邪恶到这种程度,最凶恶也不过就是置人于死地。(《二零一三年大纽约地区法会讲法》)活摘器官是中共的死穴,要让更多的黑幕被揭露出来,只有深入的,大面积的开展对医院和公检法部门的讲真相和震慑。大陆同修身陷囹圄,器官被活摘被冤狱,邪恶的迫害形势和压力阻碍了更多同修走出来,每一个精進的大陆同修拿到的三退名单可以说是在出生入死中完成的。我身处自由海外,我悟到,这是我义不容辞的责任。

We live in a free world. It is our duty to help the fellow practitioners in China, and help the people there to know the truth, and to quit the communist organisations. We know that there are so many hospitals in China that have been involved in live organ harvesting. They have committed a terrible crime. “Think about live organ harvesting, for example. Back in ancient Rome even at the height of the persecution of Christians, there was nothing so evil. About the cruelest thing they did was to put people to death.” (Fa Teaching at the 2013 Greater New York Fa Conference). We need to do more to expose this crime, and make the truth known to the world. We need to do more to make phone calls to the hospitals and the law enforcement departments in China, and let them know the truth, and let them know that they cannot expect to commit to evil actions without being punished.

 

我这么一个对电脑一点都不懂的人,信师信法都能学会,这篇交流稿都是我自己亲自独立打出来的,我在努力的突破自己,我深信我是大法弟子,我行,我一定行。弟子正念足,师有回天力。(《洪吟二》)那么在佛法中开智的专家学者将来会很多,他们将成为新人类在各方面学问的开拓者。可是佛法不是为了叫你成为开拓者而给你的智慧,因为你是个修炼者才得到的,也就是说你首先是修炼者而后是专家。(《精进要旨》---证实)修大法能给我们开智开慧,为了证实大法,多救众生,希望更多的不会电脑的同修,突破自我参与这个项目,直击迫害单位,给在迫害单位工作的众生讲清真相。我们打出的每一通电话,都是对邪恶的震慑,每一通电话都是对被邪恶绑架的,还有良知的警察和医务人员的慈悲呼唤,每一通电话在另外空间,都是惊心动魄的正邪大战。师父慈悲洪恩,给我们这么好的一个法器,救度一切可救度的众生,我一定抓住这个机缘,机不可失,把自己调整到修炼如初的状态,整体配合完成史前大愿,助师正法,走好最后的路,精進!精進!再精進!做一个堂堂正正的合格的正法时期的大法弟子,助师正法随师回家。谢谢!

I, a computer illiterate, with belief in Master and in Dafa, can learn how to operate computers. All the words in this article were typed by my own fingers. I am making the effort to break through myself. I do believe that being a Dafa disciple, I am capable. “When disciples have ample righteous thoughts    Master has the power to turn back the tide” (Honyin 2: The Master-Disciple Bond). “In the future there will then be many experts and scholars whose wisdom will be broadened through the Buddha Fa. They will become the new mankind’s pioneers in different fields of learning. Yet it is not for you to become a pioneer that the Buddha Fa has given you wisdom. You have attained it because you are a cultivator. That is, you are first a cultivator and then an expert.” (ESSENTIALS FOR FURTHER ADVANCEMENT: Validation). Dafa cultivation will open our wisdom. I hope other fellow practitioners, for the sake of validating Dafa, come and join this project, and make phone calls directly to the places where persecution occurs. Every call we make is a fright to the evil. Every call is an appeal to the doctors and police who still have conscience. Every call, seeing in another dimension, is a fight in which the righteous overpowers the evil. Let’s make good use of this platform, and seize the current opportunity, to save the sentient beings. Let’s walk through the final leg of the journey, and complete our cultivation, and go back home with Master.

 

层次所限不当之处,请慈悲指正!合十!

Due to the limit of my cultivation level, there could be something inappropriate. If any, please kindly point out. Heshi!

 

谢谢师父!谢谢大法!谢谢同修!

Thank you, Master!

Thank you, Dafa!

Thank you, fellow practitioners!