正念正行救众生 兑现洪愿助师行

Saving Sentient Beings with Righteous Thoughts and Actions, Fulfilling Our Pledge and Assisting Master in the Human World

Annie Zhao

 

尊敬的师父好!

Greetings Revered Master!

各位同修好!

Greetings fellow practitioners!

 

19991月得法到今天已经14年了。14年来我经历了邪恶迫害掀起的狂涛巨浪,但是在师父的指引下,我正念正行,稳步走在助师正法的路上。下面分几个方面跟大家分享一些我的修炼历程。

Since January1999, I have cultivated for 14 years. In these 14 years, I experienced the turbulent waves from the evil persecution. Under Master’s guidance, I have acted righteously and walked on the path of helping Master rectify the Fa. Now, I’d love to share some of my cultivation experiences.

 

1.     放下生死过病业关

put down dead go through sickness karma

2001121日,我被恶警非法绑架到派出所,那时邪恶正在通缉我,我已怀孕几个月,在派出所突然大出血,他们就开警车送我去医院。检查说是葡萄胎。医生说,我这个情况很严重,必须马上手术,否则有三种可能:一是大出血而死,二是得绒毛癌而死,三是肿瘤恶性增生疼死。他们让我做手术,但我拒绝了。师父在《病业》经文中说:“手术也只是摘掉了表面物质空间的肉而已,而另外空间里的病业根本就没动”;我想我这是消业,不是病。我在大出血的情况下开始绝食绝水,不配合邪恶。后来他们对我软硬兼施,威逼利诱,并把我父亲、弟弟叫来劝我,我不为所动。后来警察制订了强制手术的计划。他们送我到另一家医院检查。医生说,病情恶化了,很危险,得反复手术、化疗,住院几个月,治疗效果很难说。他们犹豫了,只好把我送回家。

On 21 January 2001, I was arrested and taken to the police station. At that time, I was on the black list and I was pregnant. One day, when I was in the police station, I started to bleed. Then those policemen drove me to the hospital. After being checked, the doctor said it was a vesicular mole and it was very serious. The doctor suggested that I have surgery immediately. If not, I would face three consequences: first, die of bleeding; second, die of choriocarcinoma, or third, die from the pain of the malignant tumours. All of them asked me to have the operation, but I refused. Master mentioned in Sickness Karma (Essentials): “Surgery can only remove flesh in the superficial physical dimension, while the sickness-karma in another dimension has not been touched at all – it is simply beyond the reach of modern medical technology.” I knew this was eliminating my karma and it was not illness. In order not to cooperate with old forces and the evil, I stopped eating and drinking anything. Then the policemen started to threaten me and also tried to tempt me with financial profit. The policemen asked my dad and my brother to persuade me, but I did not change my mind. Because they were unsuccessful, those policemen planned to force me to have the operation. They sent me to another hospital to do another check. At that time, the doctor said the situation had become worse. It was really dangerous and one operation was not enough – I had to have several operations, as well as chemotherapy, even though the result was not guaranteed. After hearing this, those policemen hesitated and sent me back home.

 

回家后三月底的一天晚上,我突然开始大出血,伴随着大块的血块,血流不止。当时,家人吓坏了,非要送我去医院。我心里也动了一下:“难道真是象医生检查说的那样,大出血而死?”但我马上转念,心想我是大法弟子,生死师父说了算。我对师父说:“师父,我的生死交给您决定!”就这么把心一横,虽然还在流血,但我已心如止水。200143号半夜,我突然想上厕所,排出了一大堆带血的白色絮泡状的东西,我知道师父又帮助我过了一个生死大关,感激的泪水止不住的流,我再一次感到了大法的伟大、师父的慈悲。事后,我象啥事没有一样,红光满面,肤色就象小姑娘一样白里透粉,精神焕发,一身轻。街坊邻居都说:“这丫头不是恶性葡萄胎、得绒毛癌了吗,怎么越活越年轻了?”他们知道真相后,都啧啧称奇。很多人通过这件事转变了对大法的看法,说这才是真正的法轮功。

Three months after I went home, I started to bleed again badly, with big blobs of blood, and the bleeding just wouldn’t stop. My family was scared and wanted to send me to the hospital again. I was a little moved as well: “Is it really like what the doctor said, that I will die of bleeding?” But suddenly, I corrected myself. I am a Dafa disciple; whether I live or die depends on Master. Then I talked to Master: “Master, you will decide whether I live or die.” That was the only thought I had. Although I was still bleeding, my heart became still and peaceful. On April 3, 2001, I excreted many bloody, white bubble-like things. I knew Master had helped to go through this life-or-death tribulation. I could not stop my thankful tears and also I felt the greatness of the Fa and Master’s compassion. After I recovered, I looked very healthy. My face turned a healthy red colour and my skin was as good as a little young girl’s. My spirit was very good as well. My body felt light. Even my neighbours were surprised: “Didn’t she have cancer? Why does she look even younger and healthier?” After they knew the reason, they were impressed. And after this happened, many people changed their minds about Dafa, and said this is the real Falun Dafa.

 

师父在二零零六年二月二十五日《洛杉矶市法会讲法》中说:“心里不稳本身就没达到标准,拉长时间也不会发生变化。为面子坚持更是执著加执著。这时只有两种选择,或是去医院放弃过关,或是把心一放到底象个堂堂的大法弟子,无怨无执、去留由师父安排,能做到这一点就是神。”我的病业过关经历再次证明:只要彻底放下人的执著,信师信法就能够过好病业关。

Master mentioned in Teaching the Fa in the City of Los Angeles, 2006: “If your mind is unsteady, that means you are not meeting the standard to begin with, and prolonging the process won’t lead to any changes. And if someone holds out for the purpose of saving face, that is adding attachments on top of attachments. In such cases there are only two choices: You either go to the hospital and thus give up on trying to overcome the test, or you completely let go of everything, behave like an upstanding and noble Dafa disciple who has no resentment or attachments, and leave it to Master to arrange whether you stay or go. When you are able to do that, you are a god.” My passing this test of sickness karma proved: as long as we put down all our attachments, believe in Master and believe in the Fa, there is no doubt we can pass the test of sickness karma.

 

2.     正念否定邪恶迫害

Deny the old forces and the evil through righteous thoughts during persecution

200146日上午10点多钟,邪恶闯入我家,强行给我戴上背铐,我不配合,他们把我拖出家门,刚出楼口看见好多围观的人,我就不失时机地大声喊:“法轮大法是正法,电视上说的都是假的,真善忍无罪,做好人无罪!”他们直接把我绑架到公安七处,一个审讯重案要案犯的地方。我不配合,邪恶就拖着我上了办公楼直接提审。上去后,背铐痛得我忍到了极限,我心里对师父说“师父救我”,这一念刚闪出,就听一个头说:“把铐给她打开”。师父在《转法轮》中说:“你思想中想的是什么,在另外空间我的法身什么都知道。”师父每时每刻都在呵护着我们啊,每当我面对恶人时,我首先想到的是:一定要对得起我的师父。我每次过关难,都按师父在场对待,坚守正念,绝不给大法抹黑,对得起“正法时期大法弟子”的称号。

On April 6, 2001 at 10:00am, policemen broke into my house and handcuffed me, and dragged me out of my house. Many people were watching us and I shouted: “Falun Dafa is the Buddha Fa; Falun Dafa is good. What is shown on TV is all fake. Zhen, Shan, Ren is not a sin; being a good person is not a sin.” Then I was kidnapped and taken to the police station where the most serious prisoners were trialled. I did not cooperate. Then the policemen took me into the office and started the trial immediately. As my hands were cuffed in an awkward position behind my back, I felt I could no longer bear the pain. I asked Master in my heart: “Master, please help me.” Just as I had this thought, I heard one policeman say: “Open her handcuffs.” Master said in Zhuan Falun: “ My Law Bodies in other dimensions know your every thought.” Master is taking care of us all the time. When I was facing evil people, my first thought was: “I cannot fail Master.” Every time when I have a tribulation, I always act like Master is just beside me. I always keep strong righteous thoughts, and make sure that I don’t do anything that tarnishes Dafa and be worthy of the title as a Fa-rectification period Dafa disciple.

 

我发自内心的对师父说:“师父,我愿意用生命来证实大法,在所不辞。如果不需要我付出生命,请师父带我走吧,这不是我呆的地方。”于是,“病”的假象很快出现了,我脸色苍白,手、胳膊表现出不自觉的抽搐。实质是我整个右手变成一个大法轮在有序的旋转,并且能量很强,从未体验过的一种美妙。我感觉另外空间自己身体高大无比,心中默念“清除邪恶,发出法轮把另外空间的邪恶因素打碎。”(那时还没有正法口诀),感觉法轮在另外空间以摧枯拉朽之势横扫一切邪恶。恶警拿不到一点口供,又看到我身体抽搐的很吓人,没办法只好请示上级,最后不得不送我回家。出七处时,看到两扇大门在夜幕中徐徐打开,我的眼泪止不住的流,人世间没有语言来形容师父、大法的伟大神圣。那种心灵的震撼与幸福,只有真修者在不同的过关经历中才能体会到。

I talked to Master in my heart: “Master, I would like to rectify the Fa with my life. No matter at what cost. If I do not need to pay with my life here, please take me away from here, Master. This is not the place where I should be.” Then, sickness karma showed up, which I knew was not real. My face turned pale, and my legs and arms would not stop twitching. Actually, I could feel that my right hand became a big Falun and was whirling, and the energy was strong. The feeling was wonderful. I felt my body in other dimensions was huge and I repeated in my heart: “Eliminate all the evil, and let the Falun break all the evil in other dimensions.” (At that time, there was no sending forth righteous thoughts.) I could feel a Falun was eliminating all the evil very quickly and with strong power in other dimensions. Those evil policemen couldn’t get anything from my mouth and also were scared by my unusual whirling. They asked their supervisor and then had to send me back home. When I was leaving the police station and watching the big door open, I couldn’t hold back my tears. No words in this human world can describe the greatness of Master and the Fa. The shock and happiness in my heart is something only a real cultivator who is passing tribulations can feel.

 

回家后,发现警察在我家门口设了保安,监视我的行动。我跟我爸商量,决不承认邪恶的安排。几天后,我们就搭车去派出所,路上我又出现了抽抖的“病”的假象。我对警察说:“你们不是要看着我吗?我就在你们眼前,让你们看个够。”所长直跟我爸说好话,让他带我回家。我爸拒绝了。警察没办法,只好把我送到一个招待所,派人24小时看守。我开始绝食绝水抗议,经过三天的正邪较量,派出所妥协了,把保安从我家门口撤走,设在小区大院的门口。于是家人接我回去。我后来智慧的给保安讲真相,八个保安中有七个接受了真相光盘,所谓的“监视居住”形同虚设。我可以自由出入大院,出去讲真相发资料。

After going home, I found there were policemen near my house spying on me. I discussed with my dad and we decided we could not accept the evil’s arrangement. A few days later, I called a taxi and went to the police station again. On the way, my fake sickness phenomenon came back again. I talked to the policemen: “Don’t you guys want to watch me? Now, I am here to let all of you watch!” The head officer of the police station begged my dad to take me home. My dad refused. The policemen had no other choice but to send me to a motel and also assign a policeman to spy on me 24 hours. Then, I stopped eating and drinking. After 3 days, the police compromised. They withdrew all the policemen from around my house and my community. Then my family brought me back home. After that, I clarified the truth to the policemen. Seven out of 8 accepted my DVDs, and the so-called “spying” was not working at all. I could go out and come back freely to do truth clarification.

 

师父在《二零零三年亚特兰大法会讲法》中说:“当然了旧势力所有安排的这一切我们都不承认,我这个师父不承认,大法弟子当然也都不承认。” 面对邪恶,我信师信法,坚定不移。在师父的呵护下,我正念正行,无所畏惧。即便在看守所、劳教所,或最邪恶的劳教遣送处,面对手持电棍、全副武装的众多警察,我也高喊“法轮大法好!全世界都知道!”。

Master mentioned in Teaching the Fa at the 2003 Atlanta Fa Conference: “Of course, we don’t acknowledge any of the things that the old forces arranged – I as your master don’t acknowledge them, and Dafa disciples of course don’t acknowledge them either.” Facing the evil, I believe in the Fa and Master and have never been affected. Under Master’s help, I act righteously, without fear. Even in the police station or labour camp, or the most evil place, facing fully armed policemen, I still shouted:” Falun Dafa is good; the whole world knows it.”

 

3.     讲真相劝“三退”中修出慈悲

Cultivating my compassion during truth clarification

 

今年四月,我有缘来到了澳洲。我特别珍惜这里自由的修炼环境,全力以赴投入到讲真相“劝三退”中去。每天安排的满满的,白天到中国城讲真相,晚上在家打真相电话。在日常生活中,向遇到的一切有缘人讲真相。

In April this year, we came to Australia and I really cherish this free environment and have devoted myself to truth clarification and quitting the CCP. My schedule is full every day. In the daytime, I go to Chinatown to clarify the truth. In the evening, I make phone calls to Mainland China. In daily life, I clarify the truth to all the people around me, who I believe are all predestined.

 

有一天下雨,我6岁的女儿放假在家,我有点犹豫去不去中国城讲真相。平时搭同修的车去,那天同修有事早走了。但我马上想到:救人要紧。于是带着孩子步行二十分钟坐火车去中国城讲真相。因问路,结识了一对中国母女,在车上还坐了个对面,我们就聊起来。我在犹豫要不要给她们讲真相,这时不好意思的人心返了出来。我马上纠正。我想:“正法已经到了最后的最后,大陆的同修冒着被抓、被打、被迫害,甚至是生命危险,做着救人的事情,我在国外这么好的环境还有什么顾虑?怕丢面子,怕这怕那,怎么完成自己的使命?怎能对得起师父的慈悲苦度?怎能对得起众生?”我正念一出,就直接切入主题,给她们讲真相并做了三退,还告诉佛家九字真言,她们高兴的下了车。

One day, it was raining. My daughter was on her holiday and stayed at home. I was hesitating whether I should go to Chinatown. Normally, another practitioner always gives me a lift to Chinatown, but today he has left. Suddenly, I realised: saving sentient beings is the most important thing. Then I took my daughter and walked 20 minutes to the train station where I caught the train to Chinatown. Because asking directions I knew a Chinese woman and her daughter, and they even sit opposite to me on the train, then we started to chat. I was wondering whether I should clarify the truth to them. My attachment of embarrassment came out. I corrected myself immediately: “Now, it’s already the very end of Fa-rectification. Practitioners in Mainland China are facing being arrested, tortured, persecuted even life-threat, they are still saving sentient beings. Now, I am overseas in such a good environment. Why do I still have attachments and hesitations? Fear of losing face, fear this and that, if so, how can I fulfil my mission, my fate? How can I face Master’s compassion; how can I face those sentient beings?” When righteous thoughts came out, I started to clarify the truth and helped them to quit CCP and tell them “Falun Dafa hao, Zhen, Shen, Ren hao.” They were very happy to know the truth.

 

到了讲真相地点,我看到一个游客拿着摄像机单独先回到了大巴旁边。我赶紧跟过去向他讲真相。开始他很冷漠,对我不睬不理,面无表情。我就跟着他走,边走边讲。他很不耐烦,说:“别跟着我!”我说:“你看下这么大的雨,我带着孩子来这儿图啥?就是要告诉您真相,让好人一生平安,远离灾难。我们都是同胞兄弟姐妹,我不忍心看到大难来时,像您这样的好人遭难。共产党坏事做尽,人不治天治,咱不能为它背黑锅受牵连。您退出党团队,就和邪党没关系了,将来老天清算邪党时,您就保命保平安了。”他听了这番话,语气变了,说:“导游不让我们退。”我说:“他是被中共收买了,你得为你自己的生命负责。其实很多正义的导游司机早就已三退了。”这位游客渐渐醒悟了,最后同意三退,并真诚的向我表示感谢。就这样我走哪儿讲哪儿,由于心态慈悲纯正、正念强大,效果很好。最多的时候一天面对面劝三退退了39个。

When I arrived at Chinatown, I saw a tourist with a camera going back to the bus. I followed him and clarified the truth to him. At the very beginning, he ignored me, with a cold face. I still followed him and talked to him. Then he complained: “Don’t follow me.” Then I said: “You see, today the rain is so heavy, but I still brought my child here. Why do you think I am doing this? I just want you to know the truth and let good people be safe and away from disasters. We are all Chinese; we are family. I do not want to see you suffer in the disasters in the future. The CCP have done and are still doing a lot of bad things. They will be punished, but we should not be involved when the punishment comes. If you quit the CCP, then there is no connection between you and the CCP. In the future, when the disaster comes, you will be safe.” After hearing this, he changed his attitude and said: “The tourist guide does not allow us to quit the CCP.” I said: “He was bribed by the CCP, but you should be responsible for your own life. Actually, many tourist guides and drivers have quit the CCP.” Then the tourist awakened and agreed to quit the CCP, and thanked me. I am like this no matter where I go. I always clarify the truth. Due to the pure compassion and strong righteous thoughts, I got a good result. In one day, I can help as many as 39 people quit the CCP.

 

学习了师父的《二零一三年大纽约地区法会讲法》后,我感到救人更加紧迫了。于是我除了白天讲真相外,每天晚上还加入到RTC电话讲真相平台。在电话讲真相中,也暴露出自己很多人心,比如在直播室不敢张嘴打,怕自己打不好,同修笑话,自己丢面子。还产生了追求数量证实自己比别人强的攀比心理,还有打电话时怕对方挂断电话的担心,被不明真相的世人辱骂时的委屈,屡屡遭拒绝的挫败感,以及身心劳累想歇一下的安逸心等等。人心一出来,我都用法来衡量,清除一切不符合大法的人心和观念,就是抱着最纯净的一念——救人,同时求师父给与我讲真相的智慧。结果打电话的效果越来越好。

After studying the Fa Teaching at the 2013 Greater New York Fa Conference, I realised the urgency of saving sentient beings. Besides clarifying the truth in the daytime, I joined the RTC phone call team in the evenings. In this project, many human notions were exposed. For example, I was afraid of opening my mouth in the call room, I was afraid I was not doing well and other practitioners would laugh at me, and I would lose face. Also, I had attachments on the calling quantity and liked to compare myself with other practitioners. And sometimes, I have fear of being hung up on by ordinary Chinese people, the grievance of being insulted, the disappointment of being refused and also tiredness and relaxing attachments. When these attachments come out, I use the Fa to measure myself and eliminate all attachments and human notions that are not on the Fa. And then I enhance my pure thought, the only thought – save sentient beings. I also ask Master to give me wisdom. Then the effects of the phone calls become better and better.

 

几个月来,通过面对面及电话讲真相,我帮助将近600人做了三退,还有更多人明白了真相。虽然有时很疲惫,但一想到还有这么多众生等着得救,我就又鼓足了劲。每个众生都是为法而来,抱着对大法、对大法弟子的无限期待而来啊。我们不能让众生失望!当我看到明白真相的众生在中国城向我们竖起大拇指,当我听到电话里得救的众生真诚的向我道谢,我的疲惫感一扫而光。是啊,和众生得救相比,我们这点苦和累算的了什么呢?!

During several months, through clarifying truth face to face and making phone calls, I already helped about 600 people quit the CCP and also helped more people know the truth. Although sometimes I feel tired, when I am thinking there are still many people waiting to be saved, then I find my power again. Every sentient being is coming for the Fa, and they placed much expectation and hope on Dafa and Dafa disciples. We cannot fail those sentient beings. When I saw people giving me a thumb’s up, when I heard people on the phone say thank you to me, all my tiredness disappeared. Compared to saving sentient beings, my tiredness and suffering are nothing.

 

我知道这点点滴滴的成绩都是同修整体配合、共同努力的结果,和精進的同修相比,还差得很远,离师父的要求还差得很远。师父说:“正念救度世中人,不信良知唤不回”(《济世·洪吟三》)让我们共同精進,比学比修,修好自己,抓紧时间救人,完成自己助师正法的史前洪愿,不负伟大师尊的慈悲苦度!

I know all of is comes from coordination with practitioners, and a joint effort. Compared to diligent practitioners, I still need to improve myself and am far away from what Master requires. Master said: “Save the world’s people with righteous thoughts, Expose the lies and open the locks in people’s hearts, We don’t believe consciences can’t be brought back.” (To Save the World – Hong Yin 3) Let us be diligent together, compare our cultivation, cultivate ourselves well, cherish the time we have and fulfil our mission to help Master rectify the Fa, and be worthy of Master’s painstaking salvation.

 

以上层次所限,请同修慈悲指正!

My cultivation level is limited and so is my sharing. If there is anything that needs to be corrected, please let me know.

 

谢谢同修,谢谢慈悲伟大的师父!

Thank you practitioners, thank you teacher.

 

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