恩溶于正法 添正念救度众生

尊敬的父好!

各位同修好!

我是1997年得法的大法弟子,15年跌跌撞撞的走来,酸甜苦辣尽在其中。下面我就将我的修体会向大的尊和在座的同修交流一下。有不当之,敬同修指正。

 

一、弯路连连,只因一念之差

2005年因真相料被举报,被非法拘留15天。2009年我被非法架到三家,被非法教二年。在三家的经历现在想起来不寒而栗,在那里吃的是霉的馒头菜叶煮的上面着虫子和苍蝇,住的地方冬天上挂着白霜,晚上睡能把耳朵冻了,夏天车间热的身上起痱子,每天长时间的奴役劳动,夏天晚上劳动回来蚊子扑面而来,一伸手能抓到好几只,每天每人 只有一杯可以喝的水,无冬天夏天洗澡洗衣服都是凉水。身体上的痛苦最容易承受,咬咬牙就去了。(《》,第四

最残酷的是期洗脑转化,酷刑折磨。在那里期学不到法,是最痛苦的。后来大家就凭记忆背法,每个整点正念,大家互相提醒,一个作一个眼神就都明白了。晚上躺在床上背法、正念。睡前喝大量的凉水,自己多上所不自己睡去。大法的渴望和信使我熬了那段艰难月。

程中我促最深的有两件事:第一件事,在被架的同修中,有一位邪恶认为的重点人物,因她正念很足当晚就走脱了,而我也不在邪的掌控之内,却被教。相比之下看到了自己和同修在修上的差距;第二件事,在看守所,警察我出据了抄家清,我看有电脑,就在心里琢磨我上明慧网后都用一恢复擦除,不知他能否出来。有一天我就了一个懂电脑的常人,当同住一室的老年同修你竟用人心想事。我当时还不悟。位同修到三家后体不合格,没送来回家了。当我听到个消息,我真替她高。向内找到了和同修的差距。正念不是嘴上的,是踏踏实实修出来的,否当磨就乱了方寸,一点信的正念都没有了。

父在《二十年法》中一个大法弟子来,以前我一直在,我大法弟子有么大的史使命,要承担救度众生的任,肯定是有你自己能走通的路。条路必是一条能达到准的路,这样宇宙众生才佩服,才能干不了,你在条路上才会没有麻,才会走的很顺畅

 

二、谢师恩,海外救人

20113月我从三家回到家中,同年4月在父的呵下有幸来到澳洲。来澳洲,状很不好,由于期不能功,腿都不上了,头脑应迟钝记忆力下降,说话声音沙。在三家由于不,家里送来的衣服和都不得我像患了鼻炎的症状,一见风就流鼻涕,来澳洲时还这样。我加每天学法、功、正念,我深知两年的时间落下了多少。后来和一同修阿姨去歌真相。没长时间姐姐打电话她惊奇的:你的声音正常了。听了这话我眼泪都下来了,不知怎么父的洪恩,在管我,没有抛弃我个不争气的弟子。我当时发了一个愿望要救更多的众生,跟上正法程,把耽时间抢回来。

住在同修家,她是悉尼电话协调人之一,常在RTC班打电话,也我上去听。慢慢的我也在下打,有一天是同修班,可她有事我替她班,我很紧张的上去了,和另一班同修我第一次上平台打电话,她鼓励我没关系大胆的打,我们给正念。我的很紧张。是父鼓励我,第一个众生很利的退了。我也悟道只要你心性到位了父就会把有人送到你的电话前。后来打的多了,越打越。只要方听,我就会从不同角度,直到把方救下来。

一次接电话的像是个女大学生,她功早就没人了。也不知道存在重的迫害。我就从我的经历给起,到天安自焚是栽陷害法功的;大法在全世界洪114个国家和地区;党的史,不三退会来什么的后果。最后她全明白了,不但做了三退,要了破网件,要帮自己的家人和朋好友退。

有的人只要你跟他三退,他就好好好,就像在等你救他一有几次电话打到了国内的同修那。一次电话接通后,我告诉对方我是海外的退党工,听说过三退保平安方智慧的:我是同行,我也在和客户讲这问题谢谢,咱一起努力。我要多保重,注意安全。

我也认识到打电话救人的重要性,因为这是直接救人,而且是明明白白的救人,很多面真相时间都很促,很难讲透,而且大多数被蒙的需要救度的众生在中国没有出国的机会。国内的同 修都是冒着生命危在救人。我来到了自由社会,只是少休息点就能救更 多的人,有什么做不到的呢?

我不但要自己做好带动更多的人参与打电话救人。在我身份下来之后,我和房同修商量要搬到另一区住,同修:只要正法有利你就去。因很多从大来的同修都住在那个区,我想带动一同打电话。先从和我一同住的同修开始,她先前不了解打电话的程序,认为。其电话件是非常简单的,没时间可以自动拨打,有时间就自己上去打非常方便。我操作演示后,她都很感趣,陆陆续续都安上了打电话的程序。

开始都是自动拨打,我鼓励她上去听,要学会自己打,每到澳洲班我都电话让都上平台,每月一次的电话学法也都把大家叫来一起学,渐渐的都能上平台打电话了,有几位已打得很好。每周一次的RTC电话要打到北京时间晚上10点,要是夏令就是澳洲时间凌晨一点,打完电话后不但不困,把人救下来之后的兴奋劲反倒睡不着了。那种感非常殊

 

三、反迫害,救同修

由于救平台缺人,同修我上救当主持,当也有点为难,因我属于内向性格,不喜欢说话,更不喜露面。之前也上救平台听,但打电话和打RTC电话不一RTC方都是民众,多挂断电话不听,很少有人的。三退我来说较容易,每次打完能看到果,三退的数量也反映自身的修

电话不同,打电话看不到一点希望,打电话的同修又少,方一般都是公法部人的,刺的,甚至有的你回来和我,什么情况都能遇到。可是想想当年我被抓,海外的同修包括很多澳洲同修都我。平每当我打开明慧网都能看到很多同修被架的消息,而且和我在三家一起非法关押的两位同修在教期未就又分被判刑12年和10年,和我一同被抓的最近被迫 害的生命垂危。看到些消息我的心都在流血,我有不容辞的任去救国内被迫害的同修。他的事就是你的事,你的事就 是他的事。(《二零零二年DC法会法》)我要突破自己,既然父把我安排在澳洲,就有我的使命在,我要完成好我的使命。大法需要我做什么,我就做 什么,不再于自我。

开始打电话,有很一段时间,都把方推到立面上去,针锋和他们说话,听真相的少,人的很多,两个半小下来,自己都被带动了,气得不行。有一天,一同班的加拿大同修打电话方一直在,可位同修就象没听,一直在方挂断,再打,她一直在,几个回合下来,方不了,你,你没听见吗位同修:你我不重要,你的生命能得救是最重要的。方一下感到大法弟子的慈悲,来了180度大弯,接受了真相。通过这件事我感到,自己的慈悲心不些人也是要救度的象,那些参与迫害大法弟子的人也要珍惜,自己要充容量了。

父在《二十年法》中人的表,那是邪在后面撑着干的。你老是把眼睛看在表面上个人怎么么坏呀,个人怎么么邪呀、警怎么怎么啊,个人表的怎么么没理性啊,在表面儿。我一直跟你们讲个皮囊,就象一件衣服一,真正控制人体的是元神,主元神也好,副元神也 好,而且能控制人的不只是元神,各种有了灵气的都能控制人。大法弟子行的不在表面上。你把背后那些因素解决了,你看看表 面上啥样?人没背后的因素你告他干他就干。你是修人,你是有能力的,你是走在神的路上的生命,他是 一个常人,他是没有力量的。所以眼睛不要老是在表面上的人,解决那些背后的因素才能根本上解决问题,才能使形势发化,才能使人化。

在打RTC电话过成中,正了自己,磨了心性,也突破了自己,使自己心性有了很大的提 高。但我做的常就有安逸心出来,电话还没有像常打电话的老同修那游刃有余,在面要多用心打。我心里知道,我走的每一步都离不开尊的呵,我只是动动嘴,救人,其都是尊救的,每个众生明白了真相做了三退,我都是在心里感谢师尊。尊要我多救人,快人,有太多的众生没有明白真相,在今后有限的时间里,要和同修努力再努力,做好尊要求的三件事,救度更多的众生,才不正法期大法弟子的称号。

 

谢谢师父!

谢谢各位同修

Gratitude for Master’s grace, melt into the righteous Fa, increase righteous thoughts, and save sentient beings

 

Greetings Venerable Master!

Greetings fellow practitioners!

I obtained the Fa in 1997, and have stumbled through many storms in my 15 years of cultivation, and have endured my hardship and experienced joys. I would like to share my cultivation experiences with Master and the fellow practitioners. If there is anything inappropriate, please point it out.

Detour after detour, one thought determines your path

In 2005, I was arrested by the evils for posting truth clarification materials, and was illegally detained for 15 days. In 2009, I was illegally kidnapped and taken to the Masanjia labour camp and was illegally detailed for two years. I shudder when I think back to my experience at Masanjia. We ate mouldy bread, the vegetables in the soup were rotten and there were bugs and flies floating around in our soup. In winter, it was so cold that the walls were covered in frost, and our ears would freeze overnight while sleeping. In summer, it was stifling hot. We worked as slave labour by day, and when we returned at night swarms of mosquitoes would fly towards us, you could stick out your hand and grab a handful. We could only have one glass of warm water a day, and we could only shower with cold water regardless of whether it was summer or winter. “I would say that the physical pains are the easiest thing to endure, as they can be overcome by biting the teeth tightly” [Zhuan Falun, Lecture Four]

The worst was the constant brainwashing and the physical torturing that we suffered, and being unable to study the Fa – that was the most painful. Later on, every practitioner tried reciting the Fa, and we would send righteous thoughts on the hour, we would constantly remind each other – just one look was enough to do so. At night we would lie in bed reciting the Fa and sending forwth righteous thoughts. Before going to bed, we would drink lots of cold water so that we would constantly have to get up and go to the toilet, which meant we would not sleep through the hourly righteous thoughts. My yearning for the Fa and steadfast faith in the Fa allowed me to survive that torturous time. Two things occurred in those two years that had the greatest impact on me. The first was the fact that a practitioner that was well-known to the evil was kidnapped but was able to leave on the first night, yet a practitioner like me that was not at all well known to the evil was kidnapped and sent to labour camp. I saw the difference between our cultivation states.

The second incident was that when the police gave me a list of things that they had taken away from my home , I saw my computer in the list and I was worried that they might be able to find out that I had accessed Minghui website. I was so worried that I asked a non practitioner that was in my cell. An older age fellow practitioner overheard me and said to me: “you keep thinking using human notions”, but I still did not enlighten in that issue. This practitioner arriving at Masanjia and then was sent home because she didn’t pass the health checkup. I was so happy for when I heard the news, and looked within and saw the distance in our cultivation. Being righteous is not something just by saying it, it needed to be steadfastly and consistently cultivated. Otherwise when hardship descends we would be directionless and won’t have any righteous thought of believing in Master.

Master said in "The 20th Anniversary Fa Teaching": “As I have always said, as Dafa disciples your historic missions are simply huge, with you shouldering the responsibility of saving sentient beings. So for sure there is a path that you will be able to walk through to completion. It is a path that has to meet the requirements, and only that way will the sentient beings of the cosmos admire you and not be able to interfere; will your path be free of problems; and will your journey go smoothly”.

1. Gratitude for Master’s grace, saving sentient beings overseas

I was released from Masanjia and returned home in March 2011, and within a month under Master’s protection, I was fortunate enough to come to Australia. After arriving in Australia, my cultivation state was not good because having not practiced the exercises for so long, I couldn’t cross my legs. I was very slow in my thinking and my memory was poor. My voice was hoarse. At Masanjia, because I refused to “transform”, the clothes and money that my family sent to me was never delivered to me, and I was so cold that it felt like I had rhinitis symptoms. If I was exposed to wind, my nose would start running, so I was still like this when I first arrived in Australia. I strengthened my daily Fa study and righteous thoughts, I knew I had fallen behind during my two years of the detention. I participated in going to the Opera House to clarify the truth. Not long after that, when I was on the phone with a fellow practitioner, she said with surprise that my voice had returned to normal. When I heard this I was moved to tears, and I did not know how to thank Master for his grace, Master was still looking after me, and had not given up on me. I immediately made a vow that I would rescue more sentient beings, and keep up with the Fa rectification, so that I can catch up with the time I had lost.

When I first arrived, I lived in a practitioner’s home, she was one of the coordinators for the clarify the truth by telephone group. She would often use the RTC platform to make calls to China, and would allow me to listen on her conversations. Gradually I took part on the calls too. One day I was asked to fill in for another practitioner so I nervously logged on. I told another practitioner that it was my first time taking part in the phone call project and she encouraged me and told me not to be afraid, and that they would support me with righteous thoughts. I was very nervous when I spoke. It was Master who was encouraging me because the first person whom I spoke to agreed to quit the CCP. I enlightened that as long as my xinxing had reached the level, Master will place those who have predestined relationships with me before me. As I made more and more calls, I got better and better. As long as the person listened, I would talk to them from different angles until I was able to save the sentient being.

Once a female university student answered the phone. She said to me: “People stopped practicing Falun Gong a long time ago” and she didn’t know that such a severe persecution was taking place. So I started by telling her about my experience, and told her how the self-immolation incident on Tiananmen square was fabricated, and how Dafa is being practiced in over 114 countries and regions, told her about the Communist Party’s history of killing, and the consequences for those who did not quit the Party. At the end she understood the truth completely and agreed to quit – and asked for the software to break through the internet firewall so that she could help her family to quit the CCP too. Some sentient beings would eagerly agree to quit as soon as you told them about quitting the CCP, it was like they had been waiting all this time to be saved. Sometimes it can be fellow practitioners answering the phone. Once when the person on other end answered the phone, I told them that I was a volunteer of the Quit CCP centre, and asked if she had heard about quitting the CCP? The person said with meaning: yes we are walking along the same path, I am also telling people to quit, thank you for calling me and let’s be diligent together. I told her to be careful and to watch out for her safety. I recognize the importance of saving people through calling them because this is saving them directly. Sometimes when we meet people face to face it is done so in a rush and we do not necessarily have time to talk to them in detail. Also many people with predestined relationships are in China and do not necessarily have the opportunity to leave China. The mainland Chinese practitioners are risking their lives to clarify the truth. I have come to a free country and all I just need is to give up my relaxation time to save people, so what is so hard about that?

I not only have to do well myself, I also have to encourage more practitioners to participate in making phone calls to China. After I received my refugee protection visa, I thought about moving to another suburb and discussed this with fellow practitioners. They said to me, as long as it is good for Fa rectification, you should go. Because many practitioners from mainland China live in that suburb, and I want to encourage them all to call China. I started by talking to the practitioners that shared a house with me. They didn’t really understand the process and thought it was all too hard, but actually the software that we use to ring China is really simple and easy to use. If you don’t have time, you can set it on auto-dial, if you have time, then you call yourself – it’s so convenient. After I showed them how to do it they were all really interested and one after the other installed the software. When they started they put it on autodial. I encouraged them to log on and listen, and learn how to call themselves. When it was Australia’s turn to call, I would call them and told them to go online, and I encourage them all to take part in the monthly Fa study for practitioners in the telephone team. Gradually they are all able to go online and call themselves, and a few of them can do it very well. Each week, we are rostered on to call until 10pm Beijing time. If it is summer, then it means we would make calls until 1am our time. After our shift, not only are we not tired, we are so excited in having people saved that we couldn’t even get to sleep. That was such a wonderful feeling.

3. Opposing the persecution, helping fellow practitioners

Because we were short of hands, practitioners asked me to coordinate the efforts in helping fellow practitioners in China. I was reluctant at first because my personality is quite introverted. I don’t like to talk and I don’t like attention.

I have listened to practitioners ring to rescue fellow practitioners before. Ringing to get people to quit the CCP, and ringing to rescue practitioners is different. When you ring to ask people to quit CCP, the other side may hang up but they won’t yell.

Ringing to get people to quit CCP to me is very easy, every time I call I can see the result. The number of people quitting is also a reflection of my cultivation state. However the phone calls to rescue practitioners is different, when I call sometimes I couldn’t see any hope, and the practitioners that taking part in this is relatively few. The people that answering the phone are often abusive and some even ask that I go back to China to tell them in person. You can bump into all kinds of situations.

However when I think back to the time when I was arrested by the CCP, many practitioners from overseas including Australian practitioners had made calls in helping rescuing me. Every time I open up Minghui net, there are stories about practitioners being illegally kidnapped and detained. Also two practitioners that were detained at the same as me when I was in Masanjia were resentenced to 12 years and 10 years again, respectively. Another practitioner that was arrested at the same time as me was tortured to near death. When I read about these cases, my heart was bleeding, and I knew that I have a responsibility to help these fellow practitioners who are being persecuted in mainland China.

Master said: “The next person's things are your things, and your things are his things” [Teaching the Fa at the Washington, D.C. Fa Conference, 2002]. I need to break through my selfishness. Since Master has arranged for me to come to Australia, I must have a mission here, and I need to fulfill my mission. Whatever Dafa requires me to do, I will do it, and will not be attached to my selfness.

When I first started the phone calls, there were times when the other side would refuse to listen, or be abusive or would be arguing with what I said. After two and a half hours, I felt I was emotionally affected and I felt myself being angry. Once, it was a Canadian practitioner’s turn to call. When she spoke the other person kept yelling and abusing. But that practitioner kept going like she didn’t hear the abusive words. When the other person hang up, she called again and the person again yelled at her. It kept on going like this until the person stopped yelling and asked her: “I have been insulting you, can’t you hear me?” The practitioner answered, it doesn’t matter that you have been insulting me, the most important thing is for your true self to hear what I am saying and be saved. The person immediately felt the practitioner’s compassion and accepted the truth. From this incident I saw that the  compassion in me was not nearly enough, the people that we call when we trying helping practitioners might also the people that need to be saved, we also need to save those who persecuting Dafa practitioners.

Master said: “The evil people act as they do because evil is propping them up from behind. Yet you always look at how bad that person at the surface is, how evil he is, how that evil policeman is so this or that, or how somebody’s behavior is just so irrational. You always fix your gaze on the surface. I’ve always told you that this human body here is just like an article of clothing, and that what really controls a person is his soul—be it his master soul or subordinate soul. And it’s not just the souls that can control a person. There are all sorts of intelligent entities that can also control a human being. It is not the beings at the surface that are doing evil to Dafa disciples. When you have addressed the factors behind the scenes, take another look at the surface and see what happens. With no factors at work behind the scenes, a human being will do whatever you tell him to. You are a cultivator and someone with abilities, and you are a being who is walking the path to divinity. Whereas that being is an ordinary human, and he is powerless. So you shouldn’t always fix your gaze on the person at the surface. Only when you deal with the factors behind the scenes will you manage to resolve the problem at the root. Only then will you cause a given situation, or that person, to change” [20th Anniversary Fa Teaching]

In the process of making phone calls, I have rectified myself and have cultivated my own xinxing and have broken through my selfishness, and have raised my xinxing by a lot. However, I still have not done well enough, occasionally I would feel the attachment of comfort coming through. I don’t do as well as other veteran practitioners in the phone call project who can do it with ease, so I need to work harder in that respect. I know in my heart that whatever I do is under Master’s watch. All I need to do is saying a few words but it is Master that is really saving these people. When sentient beings understand and quit the CCP, I will quietly thank Master in my heart. Master has told us to hurry up and save them, lose no time in saving them, there are still so many sentient beings that do not understand the truth. In the limited time that we have left, we need to work harder, do the three things well, and save more sentient beings, so that we are not unworthy of the title of Fa rectification period Dafa disciples.

Thank you Master, thank you fellow practitioners.