我要跟父回家

大慈悲的父好!

同修好!

我叫明真,今年十四,从我出生前,我家人就开始修,从小出生在大法弟子家庭的我和家人一起修。但是我上学后,却随着常人的世一起下滑,走了很大一段弯路,慈悲的尊不肯放弃我,了我重生的机会,我来到了澳大利,又从新走回我的修之路。

一、同化大法,真理埋心

从我出生前,我的姥姥因体弱多病,一次偶然的机会走上了大法修的路,从此无病一身。爸爸、妈妈还有大姨小姨都见证了大法的美好,从此也走上了大法修的路。在我出生前,我的爸爸曾和我的主元神对过话,他我:你是来干什么的?我的主元神回答他:我是来修的。这 样,我从生下来就在一个大法弟子家的境中成。从小我的妈妈着我学法、功、正念。那的我真,次突破的很快,常梦自己坐着云往上悟到了很多的法理,心性提高的很快。有一次到同修阿姨家做客,我见师父来了。

九九年邪党镇压功以后,因我家人除了爷爷都修,所以我家的迫害很重,但家人的迫害和家庭的动荡并没有影响到我法的信,因真、善、忍扎根在我心底。

二、初入染缸,迷入红尘

从我七岁时,我开始上小学了,学校个大染缸的我的心性直线下降。小学三年就学会了很人的得自私皮。和我上学前完全是两个人。我的妈妈很惊异,看我这样,想我多学法,但那的我已回不到修的状了,但竟我小,所以家人着我,然我很不情愿,我还带修不修的修。

入了小学五、六年级时,那个年的我已点事了,但随着境的化,我学的越来越叛逆。在学校打架,每天放学有时间就泡在网吧。是就电脑上,甚至带动了我周的同学也和我一起养成了上网吧的习惯。我的爸爸因遭受邪党迫害,流离失所好多年,一直没有 回家。妈妈对我的教育非常疼,该 讲的道理都了,常被我气哭。但那的我已什么都听不去了。我的老和同学知道我爸爸修功,有的就故意害我,有一个同学突然有一天主找我的茬,并要打我。也是慈悲的尊没有放弃我 ,那我想到了不能打架,于是我就忍住了,他就开始打我,每 天打,一下就打,而且打的是我的,我忍着。那我一直不悟,反而怨天怨地。

三、步入初中,染加重

等到了初中,经过一个暑假妈妈对我的开,我尽量抑制住去网吧的欲望,尽量按真、善、忍的准要求自己,但那我已不再是原来的自己了,有了很多的念,学会了很多坏西。加上初中的情况就更复,同学中吸烟、打架、喝酒什么事都有,初中的我得性格张扬,成了老同学公问题学生,但是慈悲的是没有放弃我。后来又有一个同学来打我,次打的更狠,并他的哥哥来打我。我一直忍着,并且越来越固不化,却没有从法理上找自己的问题,反而的一切都很反感,完全被表面假象迷住。但慈悲是没有我脱离修,没有放弃我,因真、善、忍从小在我心底扎根。妈妈带我十几年,使我修不修的没有脱离大法,并使我将来再有机会从新修

四、佛恩浩,从新修

 

慈悲的尊不想看我就那样毁掉,了我再一次重新修的机会,我来到了澳大利了我很好的修炼环境,但开始我玩电脑的心是放不下,这样又耽了很长时间。却不知道时间迫。我的转变是在表《二十年法》之后的一天晚上,那天晚上我的妈妈很平静的和我交流,交流完了之后我的心突然非常受,痛哭一,突然真正的明白了我活在个世上的意,来澳洲是我修的,就这样我又神奇的从新走上了修的路。起初我搞不明白什么我突然会有么大的转变,但后来和同修阿姨在交流中我悟到了:我以前不懂大法 的珍,但《》真的是一部通天的大法,学法没有看到太多的改,但实 际上我每学一遍都是在同化法,所以我那天晚上才会有那么 大的改。然后,又很荣幸的成了全球打电话的小弟子真相平台上的一,成了平台上的一名小同修。在打电话程中,发现了很多自己没有修去的心,帮助我自己提高了很多,在打电话程中有各种各的人,有明白真相得救的、有不听的、也有哪都不站得......什么事情也都会遇得到。

开始是我的妈妈我参加小弟子打电话,我就答了。但后来我发现想要真正拿起电话并不简 单然有点心理准,但在第一次打电话之前,我的心里非常的紧张紧张得甚至后悔当初同意打电话的决定,人心全上来了。我紧张得全身抖,但父一直在慈悲的看着我,于是我鼓起勇气打出了第一个电话,我抖,很紧张,但方听的效果很好。事后想,要是突破了第一次,以后就没有那么了。我又一次的感到了尊的慈悲。

起初的几天我遇到的人都好,所以一直保持比好的状。我在平台上的几天都是在父的加持下在做。但突然有一天打电话的效果就很不好,正当我苦恼为什么会这样时子里突然出了几个字:做事不是修。有一次我一个人真相,他一直在他所的理么小就不,自己好好的上学多好。当不知怎么,就被噎住了,甚至情绪还被他有所带动。甚至不想再打下去了。我悟到了我两天我只注重了打电话,却在学法、功、正念上没有那么极了。当我认识点后,第二天就加了学法正念,当天打电话的效果就好。但是两天又忙于写稿,三件事又放松下来了。打电话的信心也没有以前了。我真的得打电 话程也是一个修境。

有一次我打完一个电话时,同修阿姨了一句:打得么好!我的情就被带动了,得自己不的,但我上意到自己的喜心,我正念掉它,可是心情是久久的不能平静下来。有当我听我是澳洲第一个在平台上打电话的小同修心情又一的激。有一次一个平台上一个阿姨的我打得很好,音,我就盼呀盼,于盼到了音的候了,却没意到自己又着了。没想到了一下午,没一个成功的。

每当我打得不好,我就找心性上的原因,每当打得好喜心,我就会想到平台上的叔叔阿姨都在平台上默默的打了三 年也很虚,我在上平台上才两个星期就不再有喜心了。每当我心很,我就努力得排除,在和平台上的叔叔阿姨交流一下心情就好多了。有就是在平台上打电话时常有人不理解,会很多问 题,我就按照我的理解西他解答。有也会碰到不道理的人,甚至还骂人,但我尽量不被他带动。我得每次只有学法、功、正念都跟上了,救人的效果才会好。

身感受到了尊洪大的慈悲。我希望自己能在打电话平台上踏踏实实持下来,我也真心地希望其他小同修也一起加入来,做正法期的大法小弟子,这样才不辱尊的慈悲和我下世的使命。

如有不当之,敬慈悲指正。

 

谢谢师父!

谢谢各位同修

I want to follow Master home

 

Greetings venerable MasterGreetings fellow practitioners!

My name is Ming Zhen Jia, I am 14 years old. Before I was born my family members had already started practicing Falun Gong. I started cultivating Falun Gong when I was very young as I was born in a Dafa disciples' family. But after I started going to school, I was declining with the common practice of everyday people’s society and deviated quite far away from the cultivation way. The benevolent Master has never given me up. He gave me a chance for rebirth by guiding me to Australia so that I come back onto the cultivation path again.

1. Assimilating to Dafa and Keeping the true principles at the bottom of my heart

Before I was born, my grandma was frail and had many diseases. In an unexpected opportunity, She stepped into the door of Dafa cultivation. Since then, all her diseases disappeared and she became healthy and looking great. My dad, mum and my aunties also took up cultivation after witnessing the miracle of Dafa. At the time before my birth, my dad had spoken with my main spirit. He asked me: “what do you come for?” My main spirit answered: “I come for cultivation.” Therefore, I have grown up in a Dafa disciples' family since my birth. My mum took me to study the Fa, do the exercises and send forth righteous thoughts when I was very young. At that time, I was very pure and able to break through many levels very quickly. I always dreamt of myself flying up into the sky by sitting on clouds. I also enlightened to many principles of Dafa. My mind nature was raised up really quickly. Once while paying a visit at an auntie’s house, who was a fellow practitioner, I saw (the law body of) Master came.

Since 1999, after the evil party started persecuting Falun Gong, the evil police persecuted my whole family servely as all of us except for my grandfather practiced cultivation. However, this evil persecution against my family members and the instability within my family did not affect my steadfast faith towards Dafa, as the principles of Truthfulness, Compassion and Forbearance had already taken root in my heart.

2. Beginning to enter the dye vat, deluded in this human world.

I started going to the primary school when I was seven years old. The school was this big dye vat of contamination that caused my mind nature to continuously fall. While in year three I learnt many dirty swear words. I became selfish and mischievous. I was a totally different person from before I started school. My mum was very shocked seeing how I changed to such an extent. She wanted me to study the Fa more. However, at that time I was unable to return to the state of cultivation anymore. But because I was too young, my family took care of me, even though I was not willing to do it, I only cultivated because my family influenced me to do so.

When I entered year 5 and 6, I reached the ages of being able to understand matters a bit better. But because the environment was very evil, I became more and more rebellious. I would fight at school and everyday after school when I had the time I would go to the Internet café. I would always be on a computer, and I even influenced my fellow students around me to develop a habit of going to the Internet Café with me. Because my dad was severely persecuted, he had been forced to be away from home for many years. My mum had headaches in disciplining me. She had lectured me on all the principles I needed to know and she would always end up crying because of me. However, at that time I just didn’t listen to any of it. My teacher and fellow students knew that my father practiced Falun Gong. Some of them intentionally try to hurt me. One day a student tried to get on my back and even tried to hit me. Maybe it was because benevolent Master did not give up on me because at that time I thought I shouldn’t fight back and I tolerated it. He started to hit me. Everyday he would hit me. He would hit me after class and, he would hit me on the face. I just tolerated it. At that time I did not enlighten to it, instead I just kept on complaining.

3. Starting middle school, the contamination increased

After reaching middle school (junior high), after my mum’s advising for a whole summer vacation, I had to constantly suppress my desire to go to the Internet café, I tried to make myself to assimilate to the principles of Truthfulness, Compassion and Forbearance. But at that time I was no longer my original self anymore. I had a lot of notions and I learnt a lot of bad things. Additionally the situation in the middle school was more complex. Some of my fellow students were smoking, fighting, drinking alcohol and did many other things. Middle school made my personality become more aggressive, my teachers and fellow students recognized me as the problematic student, but the benevolent Master still did not give up on me. Afterwards there was a fellow student who came to hit me. This time the abuse was more relentless. He even said that he would tell his brother to come and giving me hard times as well. I again tolerated the abuse. Afterwards I became more and more stubborn, I did not use Fa principles to look within to find my problem. Instead I just treated my surroundings with contempt. I was completely deluded by the surface situation. However, the benevolent Master still did not let me going away from the Fa. This was because I had Truthfulness, Compassion and Forbearance deeply rooted in my heart since when I was young. My mum looked after me for more than a decade, this had allowed me to not stepping away from cultivating Dafa even though I was not practicing diligently. This had also provided me with another opportunity to cultivate Dafa again.

4. Buddha’s grace is infinite, restarting cultivation

Benevolent Master does not want to see me destroyed in this way; he had given me another opportunity to cultivate. He had allowed me to come to Australia and had given me this really good cultivation environment. But when I first came, my attachment in playing on the computer still had not been removed. With this I wasted a lot of time. I didn’t know time was becoming more and more urgent. My transformation appeared one night after Master gave the lecture of the “20th Anniversary Fa Teaching”. On that night, my mum and I shared. After sharing I suddenly felt really bad and I cried painfully. I suddenly truly understood the meaning why I was living on this world. Coming to Australia was to allow me to cultivate. Because of this I miraculously started walking the path of Dafa cultivation again. At the beginning I didn’t know why I suddenly changed in this way, however, afterwards when sharing with a practitioner I enlightened to that: In the past I didn’t understand Dafa’s preciousness. But Zhuan Falun is really a heavenly Dafa. When I was studying the Fa I didn’t see much change but in actuality every time I read I was assimilating to the Fa. That’s why on that particular night I was able to have such a transformation. Afterwards, I had the privilege to become a member of the international phone call team for little disciples to do truth clarification. I became a little disciple of this platform. While making phone calls, I realised I had many attachments which I had gotten rid off. It helped me to upgrade myself a lot. While making phone calls I encountered many people of all types. There were some who understood the truth and were able to be saved, there were some who didn’t listen and there were some who were indifferent…I encountered many different situations.

At the beginning it was my mum who suggested that I participate in the little disciple phone call team. I agreed. But afterwards I realized that when I started to make the phone calls it was not easy. Even though I was prepared for it, but when I made my first call, I was really nervous. I was nervous to the extent that I regretted agreeing to making these phone calls. My human heart all surfaced. I was nervous to the point that my body was trembling but Master just continually looked upon me. After this I thought, since I overcame this at the first time, it would be a lot easier afterwards. Once again I was able to experience Master’s benevolence.

During the first couple of days, the people I encountered were quite good. Therefore I maintained a pretty good state. The few days I was on the platform, it was Master strengthening me. However, one day the result of a call was not so good. Just when I was thinking why this occurred, a few words appeared in my head: Doing things is not cultivation. There was one time when I was doing truth clarification to someone, he kept telling me his so-called principles, he said that since I was young I was not engaging in the real work environment and should just attending school. At that time I didn’t know why but I was being choked by his words, even my mood was being affected by him. I even didn’t want to continue making calls. I understood that within those previous two days I had been paying attention to making phone calls but with regards to studying the Fa, doing the exercises and sending forth righteous thoughts, I had not been doing it so well. After I realised this, on the second day I increased my Fa study, exercises and sending forth righteous thoughts. On that day, making phone calls became a lot better. However, on the past two days I had been busy writing this article, I had been slack in doing the three things again. My confidence in making phone calls had weakened again. I really feel that making phone calls is part of the cultivation.

There was one time after making a call, a practitioner said: “You did really well making the call!” My mood was straight away affected by the comment. I felt I was pretty okay. But I soon realized my attachment of elation. I sent forth-righteous thoughts to eliminate it. However, my frame of mind was unable to calm down. Also, when I heard that I was the first little disciple on this phone call platform in Australia, I felt really excited. There was one practitioner on one of the platforms who said I was good, who also wanted to record me. I was looking forward to this, after recording, I didn’t realize I once again had an attachment. I didn’t think that after recording for a whole afternoon I would not be successful at all.

Every time when I made a call badly, I would look inwards for a reason. Every time I made a call well, I would be elated. I thought all the uncles and aunties on this platform had been making phone calls quietly for three years and were still very modest. I had only been on the platform for two weeks and I had been continuously elated. Every time when I started feeling bad, I would work hard to get rid off it and would share with the uncles and aunties on the platform. I would then feel a lot better. Also, when making phone calls on the platform, there would always be people who didn’t understand and who would asked a lot of questions. I would answer them according to my understandings. Sometimes I would encounter people who were unreasonable. They would even tell you off. But that would not affect me (anymore). I reckon that every time, as long as I study the Fa, do the exercises and send forth righteous thoughts, the results of saving people would be good.

I have personally experienced Master’s immense benevolence. I hope that I would be able to steadily and surely continue with this phone call project. I sincerely hope that other young disciples would join in as well and become Fa rectification Dafa little disciples. Only then we would not fail Master’s benevolence and the mission we came here for.

If there were anything inappropriated, please benevolently point it out to me. Thank you fellow practitioners!

Ming Zhen