信师信法是走过"病业"关的关键

Believe in Master and Fa Is Key Factor to Pass Test of Sickness Karma

慧莲, 墨尔本

Hui Lian, Melb

师父好!

各位同修,大家好!

Greetings, Master!

Greetings, fellow practitioners!

我是96年得法的大法弟子。今年1月底在一次例行体检后,医院来电话告知我的乳房有问题,要做专门检查。随后又寄来信件,建议立即去医院检查乳房。当时大家都在忙着做推广神韵的事,我对家人同修说:“立即把信件粉碎掉,这是旧势力对我的干扰,也是对推广神韵的干扰,留着信就是承认了旧势力的安排。”

I obtained the Fa in 1996. An annual physical examination in January this year showed that I had problem in my breast and I was required to have a special check. I received a letter advising me to do another breast check. At the time everyone was busy with Shen Yun promotion and I said to my family practitioners: “Please destroy the letter immediately. This is the interference from the old forces and interference with Shen Yun promotion. If we keep the letter, we might as well acknowledge the old force arrangement.”

就这样过去了一个多月,神韵演出结束后的3月中旬,突然乳房开始痛起来了,越来越痛,并且放射到背上也痛,腋窝也痛,走路也痛,手提东西也痛,一动不动也痛,穿紧身内衣也痛,穿、脱衣服也困难,睡觉躺下起身也困难。 我们家到火车站要走半个小时的路程,经常痛得停在路上不能走,晚上经常发低烧,练打腰鼓时,每一下鼓点都要忍住疼痛。面对这样的状况我认真地思考着几个问题,我问自己:你是真修弟子吗?我自认为我是真修弟子,那么,首先,真修弟子是没有病的。

One month had passed. In mid March after Shen Yun shows were finished, I felt the pain in my breast all of a sudden. The pain then became severe and spread to my back and armpit. I felt the pain when I was walking and carrying things. I felt the pain when I wore tight underwear. I felt the pain even if I didn’t do anything. I had difficulty in putting on or taking off clothes. It was hard for me to get up or go to bed. There was about half an hour walk from my home to the train station. I had to stop regularly because of the pain. I had low-degree fever at night. When practicing drumming, every movement of beating was painful. I started to face the problem seriously and asked myself: are you a genuine practitioner? I think I am. Then true cultivator has no illness. 

师父讲“也就是你病的根本原因,身体不好的根本原因我们给你拿掉了”(《转法轮》)。既然不是病,痛得这么厉害那一定是消业。

Master said in Zhuan Falun:We've taken out the root cause of your health problem, the root cause of your being unwellSince it was not illness, then it must be karma that made me feel so painful. 

师父讲“所以安排中当你们达到一般圆满标准时,在世间还会有各种常人的思想与业力” (《正法时期大法弟子》)。消业就痛苦,“让你承受那一点难,遭一点罪,你一点不承受这是不行的” (《转法轮》)

Master said in “Fa-rectification Dafa Disciples” : “So, it was arranged that when you reach the standard for ordinary Consummation, you still have, in the human world, all kinds of ordinary human thoughts and karma.” When karma is being dissolved, one will feel the pain. Master said in Zhuan Falun: “and what remains is only this bit of black qi that will come out on its own to let you suffer some and have some pain. It is forbidden for you not to suffer even a little bit." (Zhuan Falun) 

该我承受的我就承受,可是为什么消业好多天了,却越痛越厉害?肯定自身有漏的地方,旧势力利用自身的业力和执著心在干扰我,迫害我。

If I had to bear it, then I would bear it. But why did the pain become more and more severe even though the dissolving process had lasted for quite a few days? I must have omission somewhere. The old forces were taking advantage of my karma and attachments to interfere with me and persecute me. 

针对以上的想法,我首先是加强学法,向内找,我发现自己还是有隐藏很深的“怕心”,怕吃苦的心,怕人说的心,还有很深的儿女情等等。

So firstly I started to study the Fa more and then look inward. I found that I had a very hidden attachment of “fear”. I was afraid of hardships and of being pointed out my attachments. I had deep qing to my daughter. 

第二,高密度发正念,每次在清理自己的前5分钟中,加入“全面清除旧势力因素和机制对我正法修炼的迫害安排,我是大法弟子,我的师父是李洪志师父,我坚决不承认,坚决不接受旧势力对我的任何安排,我只承认我师父对我的修炼安排。”我的执著,我的漏会在修炼中不断规正,旧势力不配干扰和迫害。我有好多次痛得厉害的时候冒出这样的念头:常人的癌症是不是就是这样的痛法?甚至有几次想摸一下有没有肿块,但终于没有摸,提起的手又放下了,我悟到这是人的观念,是旧势力希望我有的观念,立即发正念清除这一思一念,什么时候冒出来就什么时候清除,不给旧势力有机可乘,所以最近有同修问我疼痛的部位是不是有肿块,我说我没有摸过,我也不想知道,而扩大我的执著。

Secondly I sent forth righteous thoughts a lot more. In the first five minutes while  cleansing myself, I added this thought: “Completely dismantle factors and mechanism of old forces that persecuted me in my cultivation. I am a Dafa disciple. Master Li Hongzhi is my master. I will not acknowledge or accept arrangement of old forces. I only accept Master’s arrangement for my cultivation. My attachments and omissions will be rectified during my cultivation. The old forces are not worthy of interfering me or persecuting me.” On several occasions I was in such a severe pain that I had this thought: was everyday person’s cancer so painful?  I wanted to find out if there was a lump in my breast. Eventually I gave up the thought. My hand didn’t touch the breast. I realized that this was human notion. The old forces would like me to have this notion. I sent forth righteous thought immediately to get rid of this thought and crushed it every time it appeared. I would not give any opportunities to old forces. So when practitioners asked me if there was a lump, I told them that I didn’t know  and I didn’t want to know so as  not to expand my attachment. 

第三,坚持做好三件事,该干什么就干什么,该去景点讲真相照去,该发单张照发,在景点举着真相牌手痛得实在举不动,心里就请师父加持弟子,“难忍能忍”(《转法轮》) 我还记得师父曾在07年对澳洲大法弟子讲法中也提到过我们的威德也在削减着我们的业力。那么我觉得做好三件事,多救人是最大的威德。

Thirdly I continued doing the three things as usual. I went to the scenic spots to clarify the truth. I went to distribute flyers. In the park when I felt really painful when holding the truth-clarifying placard, I asked Master for help in my heart.When it’s impossible to do, you can do it(from Zhuan Falun). I remember that when teaching the Fa to Australian disciples in 2007, Master mentioned that our mighty virtue was also dissolving our karma. Then when we have done the three things well to save sentient beings, we would have gained the strongest mighty virtue. 

第四,身边的亲人同修也必须要正念对待我的“病业关”。一开始我的先生看到我的疼痛很难过,有次难过得几乎要掉泪,我说你千万别这样,我这又不是病,我们都是大法弟子,你如果用常人的情来对待,旧势力就会加大我的魔难来考验你,千万别动人心,让旧势力钻空子。后来亲人同修也都能从法理上正念对待我的“病业关”,没有上旧势力的圈套。

Lastly family practitioners also must face this test with righteous thoughts. At the start my husband was very upset when he saw I was in such a pain. He was nearly moved to tears. I said to him that this was not illness and do not behave like that. We are Dafa disciples. If your qing was too strong, the old forces would create more hardships for me in order to test you. You should not have everyday person’s notion which the old forces would take advantage of. Then my family practitioners handled the situation with righteous thoughts and from the Fa perspective. They didn’t fall into the trap set up by the old forces. 

就这样,在师父的慈悲呵护下,从3月中旬至4月中旬,整整一个月病业关过去了。这一个过程无时无刻都在考验着弟子信师信法的程度。这期间我最害怕的就是每天炼动功,每次都要含着眼泪忍着疼痛才能完成,但我没有因为疼痛停炼一天功。有一天我突然悟到了什么叫“大圆满”,(当然是在我现有的层次上)我们从法中明白,即使被旧势力迫害失去生命的真修弟子也是圆满了,但那不是大圆满。什么是大圆满?大圆满那就是法正人间以后,全体大法弟子跟着师尊回家,白日飞升的那个壮观的、震撼整个人类和宇宙的那一刻,也就是那些与大法失之交臂或不精进实修,后悔不已而捶胸顿足的那一刻。我悟到:我们每个大法弟子面前只有两条路可走,一条是旧势力安排的路,一条是师父安排的修炼道路,没有第三条路可选择。所以我们只有坚定地信师信法,彻底否定旧势力安排的道路,坚定地走师父给我们安排的修炼道路,也就是走向大圆满的道路,才能无愧于师尊的慈悲苦度,无愧于正法时期大法弟子的称号。

With Master’s compassionate protection, I successfully passed this test which had lasted for almost one month. Every minute it was test to see how deep I believed in Master and the Fa. In the process, the most difficult part was to practice exercises. Every time doing exercises I was in tears.  However, I didn’t stop doing exercises for a single day. One day I suddenly realized the meaning of “Great Consummation” at my level. From the Fa we know that genuine practitioners will reach consummation even if they are persecuted to death by the old forces. But that is not great consummation. Then what is great consummation? Great consummation will be when Fa-rectification period comes to an end, Dafa disciples follow Master to return home by flying up in broad day light. That grand moment that shakes the whole human world and the cosmos is the moment of the Great Consummation. That moment will also be a time that those practitioners who have been slack in or given up cultivation, feel regret and blame themselves.  I realized that there are only two ways in front of practitioners: one is arranged by old forces and the other arranged by Master. There is no any other way. So we should unconditionally believe in Master and the Fa, negate the old forces arrangements, unwaverly walk on the cultivation path Master has arranged for us. This way we are walking towards Great Consummation. We then are worthy of Master’s compassionate salvation and worthy of the title of Fa-rectification period Dafa disciples. 

 个人层次所限,不在法上之处,请同修慈悲指正。

The above is my current understanding at my level. Please point out anything inappropriate.